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why do i keep on fucking up and making the same damn mistakes over and over?
the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. so according to webster, i'm insane. werk was long and i hated it. I've decided that i'm definately going to bonnaroo this year. $200 are already saved up, but i dont think thats enough. after bonnaroo, i think i'll finally be able to die peacefully.
i think pain is the only thing that will satisfy them now. i must do what they say
i wish all the shaking would stop.. i wish the memories would go away. i wish i didnt have to see the shit i see.
im starting to hate the light. it just irrates the fuck out of me. my appetite has been gone for the past week. i've barely eaten and lost 6lbs. now i thirst.... and theres only one way to get the drink im craving :) heh heh heh
the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. so according to webster, i'm insane. werk was long and i hated it. I've decided that i'm definately going to bonnaroo this year. $200 are already saved up, but i dont think thats enough. after bonnaroo, i think i'll finally be able to die peacefully.
i think pain is the only thing that will satisfy them now. i must do what they say
i wish all the shaking would stop.. i wish the memories would go away. i wish i didnt have to see the shit i see.
im starting to hate the light. it just irrates the fuck out of me. my appetite has been gone for the past week. i've barely eaten and lost 6lbs. now i thirst.... and theres only one way to get the drink im craving :) heh heh heh