Falling in Ponds and heading north
so.. i was on a walk yesterday with my dog, and i was walking along in these woods when i heard a splash... so i looked over in some trees and there was a pond. I realized there were like 5 gigantor frogs in the pond and i decided i wanted to hold one.
so.. i sat at the side for a bit trying to figure out how the hell i would get around the little pond to where i could catch one.. then i fell in the pond and scraped my arm.. the time between falling and realizing i had was probably less then three seconds though felt like 10 minutes just cuz i was so damn surprised. At that moment it hit me how damn predictable everything has gotten to be, and that saddened me bc im one to stay away from that.. so i decided i was tired of thinking of that and took off running and didnt stop til i was close to my house.
The significane of the story was simply the fact that when i fell i felt like i fell back into myself, and i woke up from this really long, blurry dream (the last 1 or 2 months). It was a nice awakening, specialy considering my going up north tomorrow. Lately i feel like a lot of people dont know me the way i really am, and i often dont come off the way that i intend. The fact is that i like pretty much anyone i can think of, and im really just pretty shy still sometimes. I dont really know why, i just dont really know what to say to people i want to talk to the most.
I guess a big thing is the fact that the emotion im trying to portray almost never comes off on my face.. i have to figure that out still, synchronation between my face and emotions :-/
haha yes well anyways.. if you have an opinion comment cuz its been quite awhile since ive updated
so.. i sat at the side for a bit trying to figure out how the hell i would get around the little pond to where i could catch one.. then i fell in the pond and scraped my arm.. the time between falling and realizing i had was probably less then three seconds though felt like 10 minutes just cuz i was so damn surprised. At that moment it hit me how damn predictable everything has gotten to be, and that saddened me bc im one to stay away from that.. so i decided i was tired of thinking of that and took off running and didnt stop til i was close to my house.
The significane of the story was simply the fact that when i fell i felt like i fell back into myself, and i woke up from this really long, blurry dream (the last 1 or 2 months). It was a nice awakening, specialy considering my going up north tomorrow. Lately i feel like a lot of people dont know me the way i really am, and i often dont come off the way that i intend. The fact is that i like pretty much anyone i can think of, and im really just pretty shy still sometimes. I dont really know why, i just dont really know what to say to people i want to talk to the most.
I guess a big thing is the fact that the emotion im trying to portray almost never comes off on my face.. i have to figure that out still, synchronation between my face and emotions :-/
haha yes well anyways.. if you have an opinion comment cuz its been quite awhile since ive updated