Misguided Angel 15/??
Title: Misguided Angel
Author: giveitupjessica
Rating: PG-NC-17 (depending on the chapter)
Pairings: 2min, jongkey, kangteuk, minkhun
Genre: AU (kind of), romance, fantasy
Summary: I shouldn't be falling for him like this. I've never fallen for anyone but the one I have been bound to since I was created. So why am I suddenly doing whatever I can to protect him, to make sure no harm every comes his way. I shouldn't be by his side like this. I shouldn't be holding him in my arms as he sleeps. But the fire that I feel when our skin touches is something I've never experienced before. What does this all mean? I know I'm only putting him in more danger by staying with him, but for some reason I can't leave him. I can't just walk away from him. I want to mark him as mine. I need to mark him as mine.
A/N: Wow, this update came out faster than I thought. haha. Sorry if this is kind of crap, but the story is really starting now. I threw in a little curve ball at the very end!!! Oh and today is the last day to vote, so if you haven't already done so... Please go and vote for me at shawol_haven THANKIES! Hope you enjoy the chapter! Again no spots this time because I'm too lazy to and I'm hungry. haha.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
I really wasn’t expecting Minho to give in so easily to me. Well I did have to argue and fight with him to just come with me to the bathroom. He’s stubborn as it is, but when it came to me it seems like he was even moreso. But I do love a little chase, it adds excitement. I just wish it was easier to get him to give me what I want like before. All I would have to do is act a little cute and he’d be putty in my hands. Now I have to really put effort into my actions, he still gives into me every single time which is all that should matter, but I think that stupid Thai prince is getting to him. Talk about a wrench being through into the moving gears of my plan. I need to find a way to get him out of the picture, but right now I need to make sure Minho is thoroughly enjoying himself.
“Hyung,” I mumble against him as I start to move from his lips to his neck. I start to bite and nibble in random places, a hum of approval leaving his mouth.
“Hm?”
“Hyung, I want you so badly right now,” I say into his neck, quickening the pace of my hand on our erections, “So bad hyung. Do you want me?”
His hand move up to my shoulders and pushes me away. I whimper when my lips leave his neck and I stare up at him, a pout on my face, “Damnit, why can’t I control myself around you anymore?”
“Why are you trying to hold back? Is it so wrong to like me hyung?” I lean forward and my lips are just barely able to touch his slick skin. I start to place kisses all over his chest.
“It is now that I’m with Nichkhun hyung,” his grip loosens on my shoulders and I take a step forward, attaching my mouth to his collarbone. I softly suck on it while his hands fall back to my waist, pulling me forward so our bodies were flush.
“Forget about him. You belong to me. Everyone knows it, even our fans. No more talking, there’s better things I’d rather be doing with my mouth. Things that will feel,” I put a lot of emphasis on the last word, “Much better for you and for me.”
“Oh? And what is that?”
“I’ll show you instead of tell you,” I release our members from my hands and start to slowly drop down to my knees. I kiss him in random places as I go down. I look up at him and the look in his eyes is intense, I’m pretty sure he knows what I’m about to do. I tease him a little by biting his hip and the insides of his thigh. I drag my tongue slowing from his thigh up to his waist, purposely missing his cock in the process.
“Minnie if you’re going to do it, just do it. Don’t fucking tease me.”
“Oh someone’s getting demanding and bossy,” I continue to tease him by nibbling and sucking on his jutting hipbone, “I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t even more turned on right now.”
“Minnie, either start giving me head or I’m going to kick you out of this shower.”
“Oh, someone is getting needy.”
“You testing me?” he’s looking down at me and I can see more lust than anger in his eyes. I smirk at him and shake my head. I was getting tired of teasing him anyways. I wanted to know how he tasted already.
“Mianhe hyung,” I waste no time in getting to what we both want the most. My lips leave a trail of soft kisses as I make my way from the base to the tip. I can feel just how hard he is against my lips. I’m surprised he was able to hold out this long. Had it been me, I would have forced him down to his knees a long time ago. My eyes remain locked with his while I slowly wrap my mouth around him. My tongue teasingly swirling around it and dipping into his dripping slit, his body immediately relaxes under my hands and I smirk. I hope no one was expecting to use the shower anytime soon, Minho and I were going to be in here for awhile.
*~*
“Jjongie,” I hear him mumble from my bed and I look over my shoulder to see that he’s looking straight at me. I smile at the sight of him curled up in my blankets and the innocence that is present on his face.
“Baby, I thought you were sleeping,” I walk back over to the bed, setting my pajamas down at the foot. I kneel down beside it and start to brush the hair out of Key’s face before I lean in and kiss his forehead.
“I was while we were in the van and up until you carried me up here.”
“Go back to sleep,” I keep smoothing down his hair, trying to coax him back into dreamland.
“Get into bed with me,” he lifts up his arm, lifting up the blanket in the process.
“I will. I’m just going to go and change real quick okay?”
“No,” he pouts at me, “Just take off your jeans and get in.”
“Baby,” I start but he continues to pout at me. I let out a sigh and stand up. I undo my pants and feel his hands on my waist, helping me to push them down my legs. I step out of them and climb into bed next to him.
“Thank you,” he says to me, cuddling up to my side as I reach over to turn the lamp on the nightstand off. I wrap my arms around his body and pull him closer to me. He shifts a little so that his head is resting on my chest, right under my chin. I give the crown of his head a quick kiss and settle back into the mattress and pillows.
“You’re welcome, now close your eyes and go back to sleep,” his body remains stiff in my arms though. He has something on his mind and the way he’s starting to draw small circles on my chest tells me that neither one of us will be sleeping anytime soon.
“Jjongie,” he finally says after a few moments of complete silence.
“What’s on your mind hm? What’s keeping you from getting your rest?” one of my hands is back to his hair, running through the soft strands before smoothing them down.
“Jjongie,” he says again and I look down at him, his focus is on my chest and the circles he’s still drawing on it.
“You can tell me anything Key,” I say in hopes of getting him to talk.
“I know.”
“So what are you thinking about?”
“I… well… I want to ask you something, but I’m afraid that you might get offended by it.”
“Like I said, you can tell me anything,” my fingers move to just under his chin and slowly raise his head so I can look him in the eyes. There’s a hesitance and sadness in his eyes that I’m not familiar with. Whatever was occupying his thoughts was really worrying him and was making me worry as well.
“I know, but I’m just afraid.”
“Of me?”
“No, of course not. I’m not afraid of you, but I’m afraid of what can happen to us.”
“What do you mean? And where is all of this coming from all of a sudden.”
I see him waver for a moment before speaking again, “It’s just that, we’re on two opposite sides Rahab.”
“Key, don’t,” I’m about to tell him not to use my Angel name but he just shushes me.
“It slipped. I didn’t mean to call you by that name. I’m sorry, but it doesn’t change that we’re on opposite sides. You’re with the dark and I’m with the light. If we were to go to battle with one another,” he stops and turns his head away from me. I really don’t understand where all of this was coming now. I mean was he second guessing our relationship now? Was he planning on breaking up with me because of who we stand next to in this never-ending battle?
“Key,” I lift his face to meet mine again, “If you’re worried that I would do anything to hurt you, either physically or mentally, I would never. You are my other half in the most literal and purest definition of the term. So I would quickly hurt myself before I did anything to harm you. You don’t have anything to worry about. When I tell you that I love you, I mean it.”
“I know you do Jjongie,” he twines our fingers together and leans up to kiss my chin, “I know you do, but I have a feeling in the pit of my stomach that we’ll have to choose in the cycle. We’ll have either have to stay with our sides or betray them. I’m not sure if we really thought this out Jjongie. We’ve never really discussed the possible repercussions of us being together.”
“What’s there to discuss Key? You’re finally willing to give us a chance. You’re finally acknowledging the bond that we share so I am willing to do anything to keep you by my side. Who cares what the others think? All that matters is that we’re together. If we have to go against them then so be it. I’m willing to do that for you,” he remains silent and now the only sound in the room is our steady breathing, “What’s going on in that head of yours?”
“Jjongie?”
“Hm?”
“Do you truly mean what you say?”
“Of course I do. I wouldn’t say it otherwise. After all these centuries, I’m finally able to be with the one I was supposed to be with from the beginning,” I bring our lips to meet in a soft kiss, “I’m not going to let you go so easily.”
“You would never do anything to hurt me in any way?”
“No. I told you that I’d rather harm myself than even scratch you or say one hurtful word to you.”
“And you’re willing to go against them for me?”
“In a heartbeat.”
“How can you be so sure about all of this?”
“What do you mean?”
He wiggles free of my hold on him and sits up. I sit up as well and wrap my arms back around his smaller frame, pulling him back into my chest. I rest my chin on his shoulder and watch as the curtains cause the soft moonlight to play on his features.
“Jjongie, I don’t think I could easily turn my back on them for you. Actually, I know that if it came down to it, I’d choose them over you. I’m sorry,” he hangs his head and I frown. Is this really what was worrying him so badly? “I wish I could be so sure about us as you, but I can’t. I still have my fears and doubts. I’m afraid of what we’ll go through when they find out about us and they will find out about us. We can’t keep this hidden forever.”
“I know that Key, but trust me. When our relationship gets exposed, I will protect us. I will protect you. And even though you will choose them over me, I am willing to choose you over them. I am never leaving your side.”
“But aren’t you afraid?”
“I’m scared shitless. This is all new to us. We’ve never tried to seal our bond before. This will be our first time and I’m not sure what will happen when we do. But I’m trying not to focus so much on my fears. I’m trying to keep my attention on finally having you beside me. The feeling that this,” I motion between us, “Is right. This is how things were supposed to be from the beginning. At least for me. I can’t speak for you.”
“It does feel right,” he says softly, “And it scares me even more. I never would have thought I would have these feelings for someone who was still part of the darkness. I’ve already sworn my allegiance to the light, so to feel this… I feel as though I’m betraying them. I’m afraid of what will be the punishments for being with you. Not just from them but from higher up as well.”
I slowly turn his body to face me, my hand comes up to his cheek. He lets out a soft sigh and leans into my touch. I brush my thumb of his well-defined cheek bone and he slowly closes his eyes, “I will never and I mean NEVER, let anyone hurt you. They will have to kill me first before I let them lay a single finger on your beautiful head.”
“Jjongie,” his eyes open with shock and I can see tears forming behind them, “I don’t ever want to hear you say that.”
“Say what?”
“That you’ll die for me.”
“But that’s how I feel Key. I don’t want anything to happen to you, not while we’re together.”
“I won’t be able to live with myself if you die for me too though,” he says just barely above a whisper and I’m reminded of Metraton. The tears are slowly starting to fall from his eyes and I wipe them away with thumbs. I didn’t mean to bring up such a painful memory for him. I didn’t know that a simple sentence would affect him like this.
“Key,” I pull him into my chest, holding him close to me. I can feel his tears soaking through the fabric of my shirt, but I don’t care, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to bring back such bad memories of Metraton. But I can’t help the way I feel. I want to protect you at all costs.”
“Then promise me something that he was never able to promise me,” he pulls away from the embrace and I wipe the tears away again.
“Anything.”
“Let me stay by your side. No matter what the circumstances or the danger we could face, don’t force me to leave you. If we have to fight, we’ll fight side by side. Let me protect you like you’re willing to protect me.”
“Key,” as much as I want to make him that promise, I can’t. If anything were to happen to him, I don’t think I could live with myself, “I don’t know if I can make you that promise.”
“If you can’t make promise me this one thing, then we can’t be together.”
*~*
“M-minnie,” I breathe out, my fingers tangling in his wet hair. I look down and see my harden cock slowly disappearing into the wet, hot cavern of his mouth. I should really stop what we’re doing now, but my resolve has completely melted away and went down the drain. The only thing that I can think about now is the way his tongue feels on the underside of my cock and how he hallows out his cheeks suck on me harder.
You need to keep your distance from him, that one sentence that Michael said to me earlier today keeps playing in my mind like a broken record. I know that I had agreed and said that I would stay away from Taemin, but I keep going against his orders. Even though I know we should stop, I can’t help but keep wanting more and more of him. That’s when I feel his jaw relax and I smoothly slide further into his mouth, my tip hits the back of his throat. When he starts to hum and I can feel the muscles of his esophagus contract around me, I begin to lose myself even more. I have to have him, right now. I can’t wait anymore.
My hands tightly grasp his shoulders and yank him upwards. A soft pop pushes through the sound of the water hitting the shower floor when his mouth leaves my erection. I push him back up against the wall, a little more forcibly than I had intended, but he doesn’t seem to mind. His slick legs wrap around my waist and I lift him higher up on the wall. Our lips quickly begin to attack each others necks, soft moans being pushed into flesh.
“Hyung, I need you,” he breathes out and guides my hand to his back. His hand remains on top of mine as it starts to slip lower and lower on him. I give his ass a hearty squeeze before he’s back to guiding me, “I need you here hyung. Please.”
I bite down on the junction of his neck and shoulder as my reply, a sharp gasp escaping his lips. I continue to nibble and suck on the spot I had just bitten in hopes of distracting him as I slowly slip a finger into his waiting hole. Another gasp escapes his lips as I push through the tight rings of muscles in his ass.
“Hyung please,” he moans, “I don’t know how much longer I can wait.”
“Patience Minnie,” I say and silence his pleas by placing my lips over his. I slowly continue stretching him, adding another finger when I think he’s ready for it. I didn’t want to rush things right now. I wanted to be able to enjoy every last ounce of pleasure that was being offered to us.
“Hyung,” he tenses up in my arms as I begin to massage his prostate with my fingers. His body relaxes the more I touch it and he dissolves into a moaning mess, “Please hyung. I really can’t wait anymore.”
“Okay,” I crash our lips together once again, retracting my fingers from his hole. His hand slides down my body and wraps around my extremely aching member. He moves just enough to position me at his entrance. My tip just barely breaches it and his back is already arching off the wall, “Relax Minnie. I’ll take care of you.”
“Please hyung,” he moans again and I’m thinking that those are the only two words in his vocabulary at this point. I move his hand off of me and onto his own erection, our hands slowly beginning to move up and down.
I start to push further into him and I find that I didn’t stretch him as much as I had thought, “Minnie, you’re so fucking tight,” his muscles were like a vice around me. The pleasure was clouding my thoughts.
“Probably because this is my first time,” he responds through moans as I keep pushing into him, “Damnit, how long are you?”
“Just a little more Minnie,” I slam the last few centimeters in and the arch in his back is almost a perfect crescent shape. I steady our bodies and focus on jacking him off to give him some time to adjust to my length inside of him. And I probably should have waited a little bit longer before I started to move, but I couldn’t wait anymore. I pull halfway out of him before slamming back into him, the force of my thrust causing his body to crash back into the wall of the shower.
“M-more hyung, please more,” he begs and this time I pull almost all the way out before thrusting back in. His hands starts to speed up around his own erection and I let mine drop to fondle his balls. Our bodies fall into a choppy and vigorous rhythm, pleasure continuing to build inside of us. I push my tongue into his mouth to drown out his moans, I didn’t want anyone to know what we were actually doing in here. Well more precisely, I didn’t want Onew to know. He would surely tell Leeteuk if he did. And the last thing I want is to be scolded and lectured by Michael.
“Minho,” he moans into my mouth, our tongues twisting together even more. I can feel that he’s reached his climax and never would have thought he could get tighter around me. The way his muscles clamp down on my cock causes me to reach my climax as well. Our kiss gets even more sloppy as our orgasm washes over our bodies. I’ve stopped my thrusting at this point, wanting to bask in the pleasure that’s coursing through my body. Taemin on the other hand was still bouncing up and down on me, determined to milk me completely dry and I had no problem with that whatsoever.
Our kisses become quick pecks as we finally come down from our post-orgasm high. His lips are all over my face and neck and I lean our bodies against the wall. I’m completely spent and I’m not sure how much longer I can keep myself upright, let alone both of us. His legs drop from my waist and I slowly lower him down onto the ground.
“Now that wasn’t so bad was it?” he whispers into my ear, pushing me back under the shower.
“No, not at all,” I breathe out. He finds adds body soap to his loofah and lathers it up, I reach behind him for the shampoo. We start to clean each other’s bodies and I notice that he pay a little too much time on our members, grabbing both at one point and slowly running the course but soft material over them, “Stop Minnie, we don’t have time.”
“Fine,” he pouts at me and kisses me quickly on the lips. We finish our shower in silence and it isn’t until we’re stepping out that he says something, “So does this mean that you’re ditching that Thai prince for me?”
“What?” I turn to him, handing him a towel and he starts to dry himself off.
“You heard me,” I feel him starting to dry me off as well while I focus on my hair and then his.
“Minnie,” I start and pull away from him, wrapping the towel around my waist and he does the same.
“Hyung, don’t start with me. It’s obvious that you feel the same for me or we wouldn’t have just had amazing sex in the shower. Which by the way, I never thought I would experience that kind of orgasm during my first time.”
“Sh,” I order, covering his mouth with his hand, “Be quiet, the others will hear you.”
“Oh I think it’s too late for that hyung. We weren’t exactly silent back there,” he points to the shower over his shoulder and I let out a sigh.
“Come on,” I grab his hand and lead him out of the bathroom and to his room. I’ll sneak into my bedroom later to get some clothes. I should probably sleep on the couch tonight. I wasn’t sure what was going on between Jonghyun and Key and I definitely shouldn’t be sharing a bed with Taemin. Not after what we just did.
“Hyung, you never answered my question,” he says to me, pulling on his pajamas and I remain standing by the door in just my towel. I shiver a little when the air con turns on. He’s right in front of me in no time though, arms wrapped around my waist, body pressed up against me, “You’re shivering hyung. Let’s get into bed.”
“I still need to change.”
“You can do that later. Come on, let’s warm you up first,” he pulls me to his bed, but I don’t get in, “Hyung, I promise I won’t try anything.”
“How many times have you said that before? Forgive me if I don’t believe you,” I step back from both him and the bed. The events of what just happened sinking into me. How could I go back and forth from wanting him so badly that I can’t control myself to being able to use all the strength in me to resist him? There was no middle ground when it came to Taemin. I either wanted him or I wanted to stay away from him. It was even more extreme now that I know that he’s Semyaza. And what’s worst is that I kind of knew this is how things were going to be. I knew that back then my judgment was always hazy when it came to him. I knew that the lines between what I should be doing and what I wanted to be doing were blurred whenever he was around. Nothing has changed.
“Minho,” I turn my attention back to him and the Taemin I was used to seeing was back. It wasn’t the lust-driven, demanding maknae he was now and I was relieved. I missed this Taemin.
“Yes?”
“Sit,” he pats the space in front of him and I hesitate, “I promise I really won’t do anything.”
“Okay,” I sit down and he snuggles up next to me, arms wrapped around my waist.
“I know that I haven’t been myself the past few days and I’m more aggressive, but I feel like I have to be when it comes to you. I’ve liked you for so long and now I think I’m in love with you. I want you to see me as more than just the cute maknae. More like a man who you could spend time with and be intimate with. I want you to see me as a lover and not just a bandmate. And I thought that I had to be more aggressive for you to see me that way. I just want you to give me a chance,” he shifts his body so that he’s straddling my lap, “I love you Minho. Please give me that to love you.”
“Taemin,” and I can’t say anything more because his lips are over mine. My hands unconsciously move to his lower back, pulling him further up my lap. The kiss isn’t driven by lust, but something else. Is it love? Do I love Taemin?
*~*
I walk over to Taemin and Key’s room to see if they had gone to bed yet, but what I see when I open the door isn’t what I was expecting. Taemin was straddling a half-naked Minho as they made out on his bed. I watch as they go from a sitting position to laying down, Taemin on top of him, the kiss never stopping. I know I should go and break them apart, but I’m rooted to the floor. I can’t believe Minho would go against us like this. Well I would understand if he were going against just me since Abaddon was never one to be told bossed around. But he was also going against Michael and his bond with Azrael, the two people he has sworn his loyalty to no matter what. And now it seems like one person is causing him to go against it. This wasn’t good.
GUSION! I snap out of my thoughts and quickly exit the room, making sure to close the door softly behind me.
Michael?
We have a problem.
Boy do we ever.
What? Do you already know?
Know about what?
Rahab and Seraphiel.
WHAT?! Not them too!
What do you mean them too?
Michael, as much as I want to discuss those two, there’s something else that we need to talk about. Something that’s a lot more important and can affect all of us even more.
What can be worst than one of our own being with one of theirs?
They share a bond Michael, don’t forget that. They were bound to get together eventually. But like I said, we can discuss that later. We have more pressing matters.
Then tell me already!
I just walked into Taemin’s room, he wasn’t alone.
Abaddon?
Yes.
What were they doing?
I think this is better for us to discuss this in person.
Gusion, what were they doing?!
Kissing and it looks like it was going to lead to more than that.
WHAT?! Get in there and stop them! NOW!
Yes sir.
I march back over to the room and throw the door open, “WHY ARE YOU GUYS STILL AWAKE?! WE HAVE ANOTHER FULL DAY TOMORROW! GET TO BED!”
The couple on the bed doesn’t seem to notice my presence at all. They continue to make out and I see that their hands are now roaming all over each other’s bodies.
“YAH!” I walk over to the bed and pull Taemin off of Minho, “I said get to sleep. We’ll talk about this in the morning. Minho you’re sleeping in my room tonight and I’ll sleep here. Now go, I don’t want to see any lights on after I go and check on the others.”
“Hyung,” Taemin whines, grabbing hold of Minho tightly.
“Don’t start with me Taemin,” I say and pull on Minho’s other side, releasing him from Taemin’s grip, “Now get in bed and go to sleep. As for you Minho, you can borrow a pair of my sweats. Now go!”
“Yes hyung,” he responds and slumps out of the room. I start to follow after him, turning off the light in the process.
“You won’t be able to keep us apart for very long,” I hear Taemin say from his bed, “It’s best if you don’t interfere with my affairs Gusion. You should know that by now.”
I freeze for just a second before leaving the room, slamming the door shut behind me. He couldn’t have called me by my angel name. There was no way. I must have been hearing things. Semyaza isn’t fully awake yet. Taemin can’t know who I truly am. But then again, if he does, does that mean he knows about the rest of us as well?
MICHAEL!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET OVER HERE NOW!
Author: giveitupjessica
Rating: PG-NC-17 (depending on the chapter)
Pairings: 2min, jongkey, kangteuk, minkhun
Genre: AU (kind of), romance, fantasy
Summary: I shouldn't be falling for him like this. I've never fallen for anyone but the one I have been bound to since I was created. So why am I suddenly doing whatever I can to protect him, to make sure no harm every comes his way. I shouldn't be by his side like this. I shouldn't be holding him in my arms as he sleeps. But the fire that I feel when our skin touches is something I've never experienced before. What does this all mean? I know I'm only putting him in more danger by staying with him, but for some reason I can't leave him. I can't just walk away from him. I want to mark him as mine. I need to mark him as mine.
A/N: Wow, this update came out faster than I thought. haha. Sorry if this is kind of crap, but the story is really starting now. I threw in a little curve ball at the very end!!! Oh and today is the last day to vote, so if you haven't already done so... Please go and vote for me at shawol_haven THANKIES! Hope you enjoy the chapter! Again no spots this time because I'm too lazy to and I'm hungry. haha.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
I really wasn’t expecting Minho to give in so easily to me. Well I did have to argue and fight with him to just come with me to the bathroom. He’s stubborn as it is, but when it came to me it seems like he was even moreso. But I do love a little chase, it adds excitement. I just wish it was easier to get him to give me what I want like before. All I would have to do is act a little cute and he’d be putty in my hands. Now I have to really put effort into my actions, he still gives into me every single time which is all that should matter, but I think that stupid Thai prince is getting to him. Talk about a wrench being through into the moving gears of my plan. I need to find a way to get him out of the picture, but right now I need to make sure Minho is thoroughly enjoying himself.
“Hyung,” I mumble against him as I start to move from his lips to his neck. I start to bite and nibble in random places, a hum of approval leaving his mouth.
“Hm?”
“Hyung, I want you so badly right now,” I say into his neck, quickening the pace of my hand on our erections, “So bad hyung. Do you want me?”
His hand move up to my shoulders and pushes me away. I whimper when my lips leave his neck and I stare up at him, a pout on my face, “Damnit, why can’t I control myself around you anymore?”
“Why are you trying to hold back? Is it so wrong to like me hyung?” I lean forward and my lips are just barely able to touch his slick skin. I start to place kisses all over his chest.
“It is now that I’m with Nichkhun hyung,” his grip loosens on my shoulders and I take a step forward, attaching my mouth to his collarbone. I softly suck on it while his hands fall back to my waist, pulling me forward so our bodies were flush.
“Forget about him. You belong to me. Everyone knows it, even our fans. No more talking, there’s better things I’d rather be doing with my mouth. Things that will feel,” I put a lot of emphasis on the last word, “Much better for you and for me.”
“Oh? And what is that?”
“I’ll show you instead of tell you,” I release our members from my hands and start to slowly drop down to my knees. I kiss him in random places as I go down. I look up at him and the look in his eyes is intense, I’m pretty sure he knows what I’m about to do. I tease him a little by biting his hip and the insides of his thigh. I drag my tongue slowing from his thigh up to his waist, purposely missing his cock in the process.
“Minnie if you’re going to do it, just do it. Don’t fucking tease me.”
“Oh someone’s getting demanding and bossy,” I continue to tease him by nibbling and sucking on his jutting hipbone, “I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t even more turned on right now.”
“Minnie, either start giving me head or I’m going to kick you out of this shower.”
“Oh, someone is getting needy.”
“You testing me?” he’s looking down at me and I can see more lust than anger in his eyes. I smirk at him and shake my head. I was getting tired of teasing him anyways. I wanted to know how he tasted already.
“Mianhe hyung,” I waste no time in getting to what we both want the most. My lips leave a trail of soft kisses as I make my way from the base to the tip. I can feel just how hard he is against my lips. I’m surprised he was able to hold out this long. Had it been me, I would have forced him down to his knees a long time ago. My eyes remain locked with his while I slowly wrap my mouth around him. My tongue teasingly swirling around it and dipping into his dripping slit, his body immediately relaxes under my hands and I smirk. I hope no one was expecting to use the shower anytime soon, Minho and I were going to be in here for awhile.
*~*
“Jjongie,” I hear him mumble from my bed and I look over my shoulder to see that he’s looking straight at me. I smile at the sight of him curled up in my blankets and the innocence that is present on his face.
“Baby, I thought you were sleeping,” I walk back over to the bed, setting my pajamas down at the foot. I kneel down beside it and start to brush the hair out of Key’s face before I lean in and kiss his forehead.
“I was while we were in the van and up until you carried me up here.”
“Go back to sleep,” I keep smoothing down his hair, trying to coax him back into dreamland.
“Get into bed with me,” he lifts up his arm, lifting up the blanket in the process.
“I will. I’m just going to go and change real quick okay?”
“No,” he pouts at me, “Just take off your jeans and get in.”
“Baby,” I start but he continues to pout at me. I let out a sigh and stand up. I undo my pants and feel his hands on my waist, helping me to push them down my legs. I step out of them and climb into bed next to him.
“Thank you,” he says to me, cuddling up to my side as I reach over to turn the lamp on the nightstand off. I wrap my arms around his body and pull him closer to me. He shifts a little so that his head is resting on my chest, right under my chin. I give the crown of his head a quick kiss and settle back into the mattress and pillows.
“You’re welcome, now close your eyes and go back to sleep,” his body remains stiff in my arms though. He has something on his mind and the way he’s starting to draw small circles on my chest tells me that neither one of us will be sleeping anytime soon.
“Jjongie,” he finally says after a few moments of complete silence.
“What’s on your mind hm? What’s keeping you from getting your rest?” one of my hands is back to his hair, running through the soft strands before smoothing them down.
“Jjongie,” he says again and I look down at him, his focus is on my chest and the circles he’s still drawing on it.
“You can tell me anything Key,” I say in hopes of getting him to talk.
“I know.”
“So what are you thinking about?”
“I… well… I want to ask you something, but I’m afraid that you might get offended by it.”
“Like I said, you can tell me anything,” my fingers move to just under his chin and slowly raise his head so I can look him in the eyes. There’s a hesitance and sadness in his eyes that I’m not familiar with. Whatever was occupying his thoughts was really worrying him and was making me worry as well.
“I know, but I’m just afraid.”
“Of me?”
“No, of course not. I’m not afraid of you, but I’m afraid of what can happen to us.”
“What do you mean? And where is all of this coming from all of a sudden.”
I see him waver for a moment before speaking again, “It’s just that, we’re on two opposite sides Rahab.”
“Key, don’t,” I’m about to tell him not to use my Angel name but he just shushes me.
“It slipped. I didn’t mean to call you by that name. I’m sorry, but it doesn’t change that we’re on opposite sides. You’re with the dark and I’m with the light. If we were to go to battle with one another,” he stops and turns his head away from me. I really don’t understand where all of this was coming now. I mean was he second guessing our relationship now? Was he planning on breaking up with me because of who we stand next to in this never-ending battle?
“Key,” I lift his face to meet mine again, “If you’re worried that I would do anything to hurt you, either physically or mentally, I would never. You are my other half in the most literal and purest definition of the term. So I would quickly hurt myself before I did anything to harm you. You don’t have anything to worry about. When I tell you that I love you, I mean it.”
“I know you do Jjongie,” he twines our fingers together and leans up to kiss my chin, “I know you do, but I have a feeling in the pit of my stomach that we’ll have to choose in the cycle. We’ll have either have to stay with our sides or betray them. I’m not sure if we really thought this out Jjongie. We’ve never really discussed the possible repercussions of us being together.”
“What’s there to discuss Key? You’re finally willing to give us a chance. You’re finally acknowledging the bond that we share so I am willing to do anything to keep you by my side. Who cares what the others think? All that matters is that we’re together. If we have to go against them then so be it. I’m willing to do that for you,” he remains silent and now the only sound in the room is our steady breathing, “What’s going on in that head of yours?”
“Jjongie?”
“Hm?”
“Do you truly mean what you say?”
“Of course I do. I wouldn’t say it otherwise. After all these centuries, I’m finally able to be with the one I was supposed to be with from the beginning,” I bring our lips to meet in a soft kiss, “I’m not going to let you go so easily.”
“You would never do anything to hurt me in any way?”
“No. I told you that I’d rather harm myself than even scratch you or say one hurtful word to you.”
“And you’re willing to go against them for me?”
“In a heartbeat.”
“How can you be so sure about all of this?”
“What do you mean?”
He wiggles free of my hold on him and sits up. I sit up as well and wrap my arms back around his smaller frame, pulling him back into my chest. I rest my chin on his shoulder and watch as the curtains cause the soft moonlight to play on his features.
“Jjongie, I don’t think I could easily turn my back on them for you. Actually, I know that if it came down to it, I’d choose them over you. I’m sorry,” he hangs his head and I frown. Is this really what was worrying him so badly? “I wish I could be so sure about us as you, but I can’t. I still have my fears and doubts. I’m afraid of what we’ll go through when they find out about us and they will find out about us. We can’t keep this hidden forever.”
“I know that Key, but trust me. When our relationship gets exposed, I will protect us. I will protect you. And even though you will choose them over me, I am willing to choose you over them. I am never leaving your side.”
“But aren’t you afraid?”
“I’m scared shitless. This is all new to us. We’ve never tried to seal our bond before. This will be our first time and I’m not sure what will happen when we do. But I’m trying not to focus so much on my fears. I’m trying to keep my attention on finally having you beside me. The feeling that this,” I motion between us, “Is right. This is how things were supposed to be from the beginning. At least for me. I can’t speak for you.”
“It does feel right,” he says softly, “And it scares me even more. I never would have thought I would have these feelings for someone who was still part of the darkness. I’ve already sworn my allegiance to the light, so to feel this… I feel as though I’m betraying them. I’m afraid of what will be the punishments for being with you. Not just from them but from higher up as well.”
I slowly turn his body to face me, my hand comes up to his cheek. He lets out a soft sigh and leans into my touch. I brush my thumb of his well-defined cheek bone and he slowly closes his eyes, “I will never and I mean NEVER, let anyone hurt you. They will have to kill me first before I let them lay a single finger on your beautiful head.”
“Jjongie,” his eyes open with shock and I can see tears forming behind them, “I don’t ever want to hear you say that.”
“Say what?”
“That you’ll die for me.”
“But that’s how I feel Key. I don’t want anything to happen to you, not while we’re together.”
“I won’t be able to live with myself if you die for me too though,” he says just barely above a whisper and I’m reminded of Metraton. The tears are slowly starting to fall from his eyes and I wipe them away with thumbs. I didn’t mean to bring up such a painful memory for him. I didn’t know that a simple sentence would affect him like this.
“Key,” I pull him into my chest, holding him close to me. I can feel his tears soaking through the fabric of my shirt, but I don’t care, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to bring back such bad memories of Metraton. But I can’t help the way I feel. I want to protect you at all costs.”
“Then promise me something that he was never able to promise me,” he pulls away from the embrace and I wipe the tears away again.
“Anything.”
“Let me stay by your side. No matter what the circumstances or the danger we could face, don’t force me to leave you. If we have to fight, we’ll fight side by side. Let me protect you like you’re willing to protect me.”
“Key,” as much as I want to make him that promise, I can’t. If anything were to happen to him, I don’t think I could live with myself, “I don’t know if I can make you that promise.”
“If you can’t make promise me this one thing, then we can’t be together.”
*~*
“M-minnie,” I breathe out, my fingers tangling in his wet hair. I look down and see my harden cock slowly disappearing into the wet, hot cavern of his mouth. I should really stop what we’re doing now, but my resolve has completely melted away and went down the drain. The only thing that I can think about now is the way his tongue feels on the underside of my cock and how he hallows out his cheeks suck on me harder.
You need to keep your distance from him, that one sentence that Michael said to me earlier today keeps playing in my mind like a broken record. I know that I had agreed and said that I would stay away from Taemin, but I keep going against his orders. Even though I know we should stop, I can’t help but keep wanting more and more of him. That’s when I feel his jaw relax and I smoothly slide further into his mouth, my tip hits the back of his throat. When he starts to hum and I can feel the muscles of his esophagus contract around me, I begin to lose myself even more. I have to have him, right now. I can’t wait anymore.
My hands tightly grasp his shoulders and yank him upwards. A soft pop pushes through the sound of the water hitting the shower floor when his mouth leaves my erection. I push him back up against the wall, a little more forcibly than I had intended, but he doesn’t seem to mind. His slick legs wrap around my waist and I lift him higher up on the wall. Our lips quickly begin to attack each others necks, soft moans being pushed into flesh.
“Hyung, I need you,” he breathes out and guides my hand to his back. His hand remains on top of mine as it starts to slip lower and lower on him. I give his ass a hearty squeeze before he’s back to guiding me, “I need you here hyung. Please.”
I bite down on the junction of his neck and shoulder as my reply, a sharp gasp escaping his lips. I continue to nibble and suck on the spot I had just bitten in hopes of distracting him as I slowly slip a finger into his waiting hole. Another gasp escapes his lips as I push through the tight rings of muscles in his ass.
“Hyung please,” he moans, “I don’t know how much longer I can wait.”
“Patience Minnie,” I say and silence his pleas by placing my lips over his. I slowly continue stretching him, adding another finger when I think he’s ready for it. I didn’t want to rush things right now. I wanted to be able to enjoy every last ounce of pleasure that was being offered to us.
“Hyung,” he tenses up in my arms as I begin to massage his prostate with my fingers. His body relaxes the more I touch it and he dissolves into a moaning mess, “Please hyung. I really can’t wait anymore.”
“Okay,” I crash our lips together once again, retracting my fingers from his hole. His hand slides down my body and wraps around my extremely aching member. He moves just enough to position me at his entrance. My tip just barely breaches it and his back is already arching off the wall, “Relax Minnie. I’ll take care of you.”
“Please hyung,” he moans again and I’m thinking that those are the only two words in his vocabulary at this point. I move his hand off of me and onto his own erection, our hands slowly beginning to move up and down.
I start to push further into him and I find that I didn’t stretch him as much as I had thought, “Minnie, you’re so fucking tight,” his muscles were like a vice around me. The pleasure was clouding my thoughts.
“Probably because this is my first time,” he responds through moans as I keep pushing into him, “Damnit, how long are you?”
“Just a little more Minnie,” I slam the last few centimeters in and the arch in his back is almost a perfect crescent shape. I steady our bodies and focus on jacking him off to give him some time to adjust to my length inside of him. And I probably should have waited a little bit longer before I started to move, but I couldn’t wait anymore. I pull halfway out of him before slamming back into him, the force of my thrust causing his body to crash back into the wall of the shower.
“M-more hyung, please more,” he begs and this time I pull almost all the way out before thrusting back in. His hands starts to speed up around his own erection and I let mine drop to fondle his balls. Our bodies fall into a choppy and vigorous rhythm, pleasure continuing to build inside of us. I push my tongue into his mouth to drown out his moans, I didn’t want anyone to know what we were actually doing in here. Well more precisely, I didn’t want Onew to know. He would surely tell Leeteuk if he did. And the last thing I want is to be scolded and lectured by Michael.
“Minho,” he moans into my mouth, our tongues twisting together even more. I can feel that he’s reached his climax and never would have thought he could get tighter around me. The way his muscles clamp down on my cock causes me to reach my climax as well. Our kiss gets even more sloppy as our orgasm washes over our bodies. I’ve stopped my thrusting at this point, wanting to bask in the pleasure that’s coursing through my body. Taemin on the other hand was still bouncing up and down on me, determined to milk me completely dry and I had no problem with that whatsoever.
Our kisses become quick pecks as we finally come down from our post-orgasm high. His lips are all over my face and neck and I lean our bodies against the wall. I’m completely spent and I’m not sure how much longer I can keep myself upright, let alone both of us. His legs drop from my waist and I slowly lower him down onto the ground.
“Now that wasn’t so bad was it?” he whispers into my ear, pushing me back under the shower.
“No, not at all,” I breathe out. He finds adds body soap to his loofah and lathers it up, I reach behind him for the shampoo. We start to clean each other’s bodies and I notice that he pay a little too much time on our members, grabbing both at one point and slowly running the course but soft material over them, “Stop Minnie, we don’t have time.”
“Fine,” he pouts at me and kisses me quickly on the lips. We finish our shower in silence and it isn’t until we’re stepping out that he says something, “So does this mean that you’re ditching that Thai prince for me?”
“What?” I turn to him, handing him a towel and he starts to dry himself off.
“You heard me,” I feel him starting to dry me off as well while I focus on my hair and then his.
“Minnie,” I start and pull away from him, wrapping the towel around my waist and he does the same.
“Hyung, don’t start with me. It’s obvious that you feel the same for me or we wouldn’t have just had amazing sex in the shower. Which by the way, I never thought I would experience that kind of orgasm during my first time.”
“Sh,” I order, covering his mouth with his hand, “Be quiet, the others will hear you.”
“Oh I think it’s too late for that hyung. We weren’t exactly silent back there,” he points to the shower over his shoulder and I let out a sigh.
“Come on,” I grab his hand and lead him out of the bathroom and to his room. I’ll sneak into my bedroom later to get some clothes. I should probably sleep on the couch tonight. I wasn’t sure what was going on between Jonghyun and Key and I definitely shouldn’t be sharing a bed with Taemin. Not after what we just did.
“Hyung, you never answered my question,” he says to me, pulling on his pajamas and I remain standing by the door in just my towel. I shiver a little when the air con turns on. He’s right in front of me in no time though, arms wrapped around my waist, body pressed up against me, “You’re shivering hyung. Let’s get into bed.”
“I still need to change.”
“You can do that later. Come on, let’s warm you up first,” he pulls me to his bed, but I don’t get in, “Hyung, I promise I won’t try anything.”
“How many times have you said that before? Forgive me if I don’t believe you,” I step back from both him and the bed. The events of what just happened sinking into me. How could I go back and forth from wanting him so badly that I can’t control myself to being able to use all the strength in me to resist him? There was no middle ground when it came to Taemin. I either wanted him or I wanted to stay away from him. It was even more extreme now that I know that he’s Semyaza. And what’s worst is that I kind of knew this is how things were going to be. I knew that back then my judgment was always hazy when it came to him. I knew that the lines between what I should be doing and what I wanted to be doing were blurred whenever he was around. Nothing has changed.
“Minho,” I turn my attention back to him and the Taemin I was used to seeing was back. It wasn’t the lust-driven, demanding maknae he was now and I was relieved. I missed this Taemin.
“Yes?”
“Sit,” he pats the space in front of him and I hesitate, “I promise I really won’t do anything.”
“Okay,” I sit down and he snuggles up next to me, arms wrapped around my waist.
“I know that I haven’t been myself the past few days and I’m more aggressive, but I feel like I have to be when it comes to you. I’ve liked you for so long and now I think I’m in love with you. I want you to see me as more than just the cute maknae. More like a man who you could spend time with and be intimate with. I want you to see me as a lover and not just a bandmate. And I thought that I had to be more aggressive for you to see me that way. I just want you to give me a chance,” he shifts his body so that he’s straddling my lap, “I love you Minho. Please give me that to love you.”
“Taemin,” and I can’t say anything more because his lips are over mine. My hands unconsciously move to his lower back, pulling him further up my lap. The kiss isn’t driven by lust, but something else. Is it love? Do I love Taemin?
*~*
I walk over to Taemin and Key’s room to see if they had gone to bed yet, but what I see when I open the door isn’t what I was expecting. Taemin was straddling a half-naked Minho as they made out on his bed. I watch as they go from a sitting position to laying down, Taemin on top of him, the kiss never stopping. I know I should go and break them apart, but I’m rooted to the floor. I can’t believe Minho would go against us like this. Well I would understand if he were going against just me since Abaddon was never one to be told bossed around. But he was also going against Michael and his bond with Azrael, the two people he has sworn his loyalty to no matter what. And now it seems like one person is causing him to go against it. This wasn’t good.
GUSION! I snap out of my thoughts and quickly exit the room, making sure to close the door softly behind me.
Michael?
We have a problem.
Boy do we ever.
What? Do you already know?
Know about what?
Rahab and Seraphiel.
WHAT?! Not them too!
What do you mean them too?
Michael, as much as I want to discuss those two, there’s something else that we need to talk about. Something that’s a lot more important and can affect all of us even more.
What can be worst than one of our own being with one of theirs?
They share a bond Michael, don’t forget that. They were bound to get together eventually. But like I said, we can discuss that later. We have more pressing matters.
Then tell me already!
I just walked into Taemin’s room, he wasn’t alone.
Abaddon?
Yes.
What were they doing?
I think this is better for us to discuss this in person.
Gusion, what were they doing?!
Kissing and it looks like it was going to lead to more than that.
WHAT?! Get in there and stop them! NOW!
Yes sir.
I march back over to the room and throw the door open, “WHY ARE YOU GUYS STILL AWAKE?! WE HAVE ANOTHER FULL DAY TOMORROW! GET TO BED!”
The couple on the bed doesn’t seem to notice my presence at all. They continue to make out and I see that their hands are now roaming all over each other’s bodies.
“YAH!” I walk over to the bed and pull Taemin off of Minho, “I said get to sleep. We’ll talk about this in the morning. Minho you’re sleeping in my room tonight and I’ll sleep here. Now go, I don’t want to see any lights on after I go and check on the others.”
“Hyung,” Taemin whines, grabbing hold of Minho tightly.
“Don’t start with me Taemin,” I say and pull on Minho’s other side, releasing him from Taemin’s grip, “Now get in bed and go to sleep. As for you Minho, you can borrow a pair of my sweats. Now go!”
“Yes hyung,” he responds and slumps out of the room. I start to follow after him, turning off the light in the process.
“You won’t be able to keep us apart for very long,” I hear Taemin say from his bed, “It’s best if you don’t interfere with my affairs Gusion. You should know that by now.”
I freeze for just a second before leaving the room, slamming the door shut behind me. He couldn’t have called me by my angel name. There was no way. I must have been hearing things. Semyaza isn’t fully awake yet. Taemin can’t know who I truly am. But then again, if he does, does that mean he knows about the rest of us as well?
MICHAEL!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET OVER HERE NOW!