MommyDearest
Hmmm...where to begin.
It's taken me a long time to get all of the negativity out of my life. Most people battle with it til old age, but for once i've finally done it. It feels so amazing. To have everything going so right and to feel like for once your exactly were you're supposed to be at this point in your life. Negative people? Gone. Negative thoughts? Gone. It's been the most heart-wrenching thing i've ever had to go through but i've finally made it. Good Job Jenna.
As I've been nearing the end of my uncomfortable pregnancy i've really become such a bed rat. I sleep in til 2pm and I just lay around...watching crime shows and forensic files. My back aches, my hips ache, I've began lightening (it's where the baby descends into position for delivery...it causes little shocks of pain right behind your pubic bone and it makes you laugh like if you hit your funny bone), I pee every 10 minutes, and my boobs are leaking. Girls...being pregnant is all nuts and berries up until the end of your 7th month. At this point your belly moves lower, and you aren't cute anymore. Your clothes dont fit, EVEN THE MATERNITY ONES! And the attention you've received this whole 7 months will cease and horror stories of labor will take their place. This has been so awkward. 18 and pregnant. That's a Lifetime channel movie I think. I only wish I would have kept a diary of this whole experience... I could have written a book. You name it...it happened to me during this pregnany. But I AM doing a damn scrapbook!
I've also learned that being alone isn't so bad. You don't have the constant worry about whether they're being faithful, or lying to you. I'm the kind of person that never went without a boyfriend. It was hard at first expecially since im in such a fragile situation, but over time i've learned that only having to worry about yourself is way more stress free than devoting yourself to someone who will more than likely screw you over. I know i'll meet that "one" guy soon or later...so why be impatient? I've got alot more shit on my plate now than I ever will, so hopefully he'll come at an easier time in my life. We very rarely marry our high school sweethearts...lets face it...they all grow more immature as we grow UP.
I've never been this close to my family..expecially my mom, in my entire life, and realistically, if it wasnt for what heartbreak and bullshit PJ put me through I probably would have never been this close to my family ever again. They're the only ones who'll be there through thick and thin. And when you become a mother yourself...your mom will seem like the most amazing super woman in the world.
Damn i need to write a book.
It's taken me a long time to get all of the negativity out of my life. Most people battle with it til old age, but for once i've finally done it. It feels so amazing. To have everything going so right and to feel like for once your exactly were you're supposed to be at this point in your life. Negative people? Gone. Negative thoughts? Gone. It's been the most heart-wrenching thing i've ever had to go through but i've finally made it. Good Job Jenna.
As I've been nearing the end of my uncomfortable pregnancy i've really become such a bed rat. I sleep in til 2pm and I just lay around...watching crime shows and forensic files. My back aches, my hips ache, I've began lightening (it's where the baby descends into position for delivery...it causes little shocks of pain right behind your pubic bone and it makes you laugh like if you hit your funny bone), I pee every 10 minutes, and my boobs are leaking. Girls...being pregnant is all nuts and berries up until the end of your 7th month. At this point your belly moves lower, and you aren't cute anymore. Your clothes dont fit, EVEN THE MATERNITY ONES! And the attention you've received this whole 7 months will cease and horror stories of labor will take their place. This has been so awkward. 18 and pregnant. That's a Lifetime channel movie I think. I only wish I would have kept a diary of this whole experience... I could have written a book. You name it...it happened to me during this pregnany. But I AM doing a damn scrapbook!
I've also learned that being alone isn't so bad. You don't have the constant worry about whether they're being faithful, or lying to you. I'm the kind of person that never went without a boyfriend. It was hard at first expecially since im in such a fragile situation, but over time i've learned that only having to worry about yourself is way more stress free than devoting yourself to someone who will more than likely screw you over. I know i'll meet that "one" guy soon or later...so why be impatient? I've got alot more shit on my plate now than I ever will, so hopefully he'll come at an easier time in my life. We very rarely marry our high school sweethearts...lets face it...they all grow more immature as we grow UP.
I've never been this close to my family..expecially my mom, in my entire life, and realistically, if it wasnt for what heartbreak and bullshit PJ put me through I probably would have never been this close to my family ever again. They're the only ones who'll be there through thick and thin. And when you become a mother yourself...your mom will seem like the most amazing super woman in the world.
Damn i need to write a book.