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regression: my favorite manner in which to dance.
this journal again, because it's been there for me, even when i never glanced in it's direction.
i deleted everyone: comment if you want to be re-added.
i'mstuck. kicked out of my boyfriend's by his dad, where i was staying the past month... i'm not going back to my dad's, because he wants a relationship, & all i want is a roof. staying at my mom's temporarily, though extremely temporarily, because i don't know how long it's gonna be til' i fuck up. i say five days; still looking for an apartment, or at least the back of this book. i'm basically sick of this story. [mysuicidaldreams...]
my mom said that's the thing: you need to start caring, because i'm void. apathetic to everything except whether or not he keeps my heart intact. i always swore i'd never break for anyone, but i knew i'd crumble eventually. he shatters me, & iloveit.
this journal again, because it's been there for me, even when i never glanced in it's direction.
i deleted everyone: comment if you want to be re-added.
i'mstuck. kicked out of my boyfriend's by his dad, where i was staying the past month... i'm not going back to my dad's, because he wants a relationship, & all i want is a roof. staying at my mom's temporarily, though extremely temporarily, because i don't know how long it's gonna be til' i fuck up. i say five days; still looking for an apartment, or at least the back of this book. i'm basically sick of this story. [mysuicidaldreams...]
my mom said that's the thing: you need to start caring, because i'm void. apathetic to everything except whether or not he keeps my heart intact. i always swore i'd never break for anyone, but i knew i'd crumble eventually. he shatters me, & iloveit.