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yeah...so i dont know what going on....
i meet an awesome guy who's cute, funny, nice, dorkish, loser-y, just....awesome. and yeah, i might want to go out with him if that ever happened....but right now, its weird. why arent i falling for his dumb ass? i'll get butterflies or whatever randomly...i think, but on the phone i'm just like "dum de dum de dummmm *is not nevrous* " which is mad weird. i dont get it. GOD its like every and any available guy that gives me that time of day....i fall for. but noooooooo. i'm not falling for that loser. what the heeeeell!?!? is it because i told myself there's no way i'm falling for him so as to not get hurt? well, when has that ever stopped me? is it because it seems like he thinks of me only as a friend? pfff. who knows. or maybe its because he's bi and i'm sick of falling for these guys cuz i always question whether or not they're more straight or more gay..... sdkljighiorsfj whatever. i just dont get it. ...anyone have any answers?
gah.