Oct 15, 2005 19:08
i've been kinda down lately. some stuff's been happening over the last month and its been kinda rough on me, emotionally. i don't much feel like talking about it though, but i do at the same time. its hard. confusing.
today, i was driving home from the store and i passed a halloween party that was going on by my house. all of the little kids were in their halloween costumes and they were running around and having so much fun. i started crying. it was so beautiful, seeing them. kids are so amazing. they are so curious about everything, and so innocent, and are completely oblivious to the world around them. they are the lucky ones. it might sound wierd, but it was one of those moments where you are completely in-tune to your senses and something just strikes you as gorgeous. it was one of those moments where, just for a second, the world isn't such a horrible place. for just one second, everything was okay.
i'm a mess right now.