Things aren't right.
So. Most of my close friends know how I have been feeling lately..like shit. All this Ryan crap is eating me from the inside out. Ahhhh!
I sent this to Caitlyn on AIM(it explains how I'm thinking as of now..)
Falling Under121: ..but..you know what i have really been thinking? like, maybe i actually am over him but like...not the things he did. like-i donno, the thing that kills me the most is how i felt after what he did. ya know? like, maybe i just liked the idea of having a guy actually like me (so i thought) and actually caring for me (so i thought) and being loved in return (so i thought again). and how he said the things he said. it was all just perfect. i dont know. the reason i guess ive creid the past 2 nights is cause the memories just keep flooding back and blinding me with how happy i was then. and how sad i am now..
Yeah. YEEEEEEEEAHHH.
Thinking. Maybe if I just DONT THINK itll go away. Hum..
Well, school sucks, everything sucks, it just all sucks big ass.
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I sent this to Caitlyn on AIM(it explains how I'm thinking as of now..)
Falling Under121: ..but..you know what i have really been thinking? like, maybe i actually am over him but like...not the things he did. like-i donno, the thing that kills me the most is how i felt after what he did. ya know? like, maybe i just liked the idea of having a guy actually like me (so i thought) and actually caring for me (so i thought) and being loved in return (so i thought again). and how he said the things he said. it was all just perfect. i dont know. the reason i guess ive creid the past 2 nights is cause the memories just keep flooding back and blinding me with how happy i was then. and how sad i am now..
Yeah. YEEEEEEEEAHHH.
Thinking. Maybe if I just DONT THINK itll go away. Hum..
Well, school sucks, everything sucks, it just all sucks big ass.
*er