/story rant/ A Butler in White
Before Reborn there was Black Butler.
I was 14 and fresh from watching some animes that summer. Tutoring in Geometry was over and since I don't know what anime I should pick, I randomly watched this out of boredom.
In the end, this became on of my crazed obsessions. I randomly collected as much memorabilia as I could. I grovelled over Sebastian pics, and downloaded many stuff from the internet (Thank you, Bleach Asylum!). I was obsessed and printed lots of manga chapters.
Surprisingly, this obsession made me half-crazed over drawing again. I doodled and doodled more and more before i took a leap of faith.
I decided to make a sequel of the anime.
It was one year and a couple of months before a sequel was even announced. I hated the sequel. Too much fan-service and other crap.
I didn't even liked Sachelarot's version! It was quite boring at the end and the words were pissing me off. (Sorry if I said anything offensive).
And I hate my version too. Reason 1: It sucks. Reason 2: It was too AMBITIOUS. But well, I was a 14-year-old fangirl so I let that slide. Reason 3: There was a definite lack of characterization. Reason 4: It was a different take on the season. I didn't give a damn about making them live in my kind of world rather... I made them see their own pasts and resolve their issues.
What I love about my version though is the servants get more screentime.
Problem is, I quit writing it, even now. It's so difficult to write, as well as I'm just a lazy-ass to continue. It's so long, and there's so many plotholes that I just want to give it up writing.
I'm such a quitter. That's a bad habit I want fixed.
Anyway, I'll probably tell you the story... later! Cue the Yuki Kajiura orchestra.
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Speaking of drawings, that was the age where I was super productive. I just love my story too much that I made lots of fanarts. Seriously. My
favorite has to be Finnian and Maria's (OC/MAry Sue) story. OMG, their story is so cliche, but I love every minute of it since it's shit. The things I'm going to post are merely one-half of the drawings I made. Lol.
In case you're wondering, Maria was originally Luke. This is what she looked like when she had first met Finnian.
Lol, this was one of my last drawings along with that of two others orz.
This is what happened after they met. I drew this last 2009. The picture above was in May 2010. The day I quit drawing.
In the end he finds out Maria was a girl and she had fallen in love with Finnian. She died and it's all Finnian's doing. Yay!
1st Panel: I fell in love with you when you opened my eyes to the world. And you know what? The world is sweet and fluffy.
3rd Speech Bubble: (Grammatical error but I was young, apologies) It's sweet since the world blank who I am.
4th: It's fluffy since you are here.. guarding me until I depart... Fawk, so cheesy!
5th: DON'T SAY SUCH THINGS MARIA!
6th: My name...
7th: It sounds really good...
8th: ..when you..
9th: ...say it...
10th: M-maria...
I hate the freaking drama. Here's a fanart I made for them early January 2010, and also a drawing of Maria's true form (also early January) as well as a drawing I made last May 2010 (incomplete and still shitty).
Call me an idiot for liking them. THESE NEXT PAGES are derived from KHR. Lol. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THEY MET AS ENEMIES AND STABBED EACH OTHER, LOL. Made this last February 2010. Long time now. xD
My second favorite would have to be Jeanne and Sebastian (Yes, Jeanne D'arc, orz). I made an epic drawing of them way back and is probably my best and only portrayal of them together. It had disappeared. I'm feeling so down when I lost it. Sigh.
Anyhoo, this is Jeanne when I made her early 2010, the other is last May 2010 along with the Luke one and the last one was on 2009 . Yay!
I also have Belle and Alix: Ciel's sister and her servant. Sadly, my drawing of Belle is too crappy to post, but I have a surviving (I gave the full body to my friend) drawing of Alix. My brother had made a clothes design for her and Belle's to which I have lost. I'm such a messy girl. Dx This drawing is included with Jeanne's and Luke's...
Yay, time for bed!
I'll probably post the story contents... later? xD