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well...
nick is... bitter. i told him i really don't want to break up mit him, but i'm having a lot of trust issues, and he's the cause of alot of them, so one way to deal with the pain is eliminating it. i mean seriously, when nobody trusts you, whom do you trust?
and i still feel bad that i don't feel bad.
tuesday: dress rehearsal, family&friends night: went pretty well, we felt good about ourselves
wednesday: dress rehearsal, johnstown sponsor night: dead crowd. didn't laugh at a damn thing. looked like half mummified corpses staring at us... made us tense and thought we did bad
yesterday: people got flowers, that boosted our moral... niel got balloons that played 'celebrate'. crowd was AMAZING! i love them, they laughed at EVERYTHING! i hope we get that kind of crowd everynight. they just made our performance better!
i met a boy in the play. he's my age, sideburns & long hair, deeply methodest, very quiet, not very talkative, and i think i'm getting a break through. we all try to get him to talk, and so far, i've been doing most of the talking...
;) oops!
nick is... bitter. i told him i really don't want to break up mit him, but i'm having a lot of trust issues, and he's the cause of alot of them, so one way to deal with the pain is eliminating it. i mean seriously, when nobody trusts you, whom do you trust?
and i still feel bad that i don't feel bad.
tuesday: dress rehearsal, family&friends night: went pretty well, we felt good about ourselves
wednesday: dress rehearsal, johnstown sponsor night: dead crowd. didn't laugh at a damn thing. looked like half mummified corpses staring at us... made us tense and thought we did bad
yesterday: people got flowers, that boosted our moral... niel got balloons that played 'celebrate'. crowd was AMAZING! i love them, they laughed at EVERYTHING! i hope we get that kind of crowd everynight. they just made our performance better!
i met a boy in the play. he's my age, sideburns & long hair, deeply methodest, very quiet, not very talkative, and i think i'm getting a break through. we all try to get him to talk, and so far, i've been doing most of the talking...
;) oops!