things arent going the way planned

[gitarlover69]

Things are just not going the way I planned. Yeah people think "Oh a C, its not a bad grade.", but guess what, it is to me. Now I'm getting a C in Biology and I don't know why. I thought I did great on the test but the moment I got it back it was like the same night mare again, A BIG FAT D. I was so mad, but hey what can I do right, I just have to wait till I do better, otherwise I'll mope around and make the sistuaion worse. I'll even make the poeple around me hate me. I mean I guess its all good, but I know I can do better, I don't want to excpet a C but I guess I have to at this point but now my only job is to prove to myself and my parents that I can do better. Now I have to go tell my parents the big news. Woohoo do you see the little flag of excitment.

OTHERWISE....my day was good. i just really miss graham and i want to be with him alot but its just not possible, i mean i see him once a week and thats it. i hope i see him more during the break. thats what i need, a break to calm me down.

i want to summer to come cause i wnt see annie as much and maybe things will go back to the way they were with no fights and just fun in the sun. i love hr no matter waht though.

i miss julia a lot i havent seen her ina long time.

all my friends at school aare grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat, they're really awsome blossom and lots of fun in the sun to be around. i love them all.

i need to do work so bye for now...... kisses

~tamigreen