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[girthepiggyfan]

everyone goes through this from what i understand, i dont feel like i am any different, so i supose all i can do is deal with it. it really sucks that i am so dumb. i care about her so much, and i feel she could give a shit, she only loves me when she is lonley. whether that is true or not who knows. its also killing me that we used to be so close that i could tell her anything, she was one of my best friends, but now its like there is something there, something she isnt telling me. idk, i would want to know anything going on in her life, but then again it is her life, and i am barely a part of it. i supose, she can be her rockstar self and ill just be myself...i guess that wasnt enough, even though i let her be herself *Shrug*

also i am watching the venture brothers, and the monarch said "well good riddence to bad girlfriends" thought it was ironic, even though i dont this she was a bad girlfriend. she had her moments, but i supose im not the easiest guy yo live with.