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a lot of times i'm selfish. like right now i want to go up to pickle lake and move in with matt and get a dog and steal robin away from her life in bc and bring her to live with me, and cook and sew and clean and take care of matt while he makes his dreams come true, and make sure that robin is healthy and happy and watch her grow fatter and fatter and make her all sorts of cute maternity clothes and make her baby little outfits and leave a hole just in case it's born with a tail. i don't really like babies, but if there are going to be babies around they might as well at least have tails.
this is what i'm thinking about right now, and almost hate everything and want to cry because i cant have my way... but clearly that won't do any good, and there are not even any people (like matt or robin) around to cheer me up if i did cry and what's the point of doing anything at all?
this is what i'm thinking about right now, and almost hate everything and want to cry because i cant have my way... but clearly that won't do any good, and there are not even any people (like matt or robin) around to cheer me up if i did cry and what's the point of doing anything at all?