Dec 24, 2005 17:00
yea.... my life is constantly shitted on and you know blah blah blah so fucking emo
I find it funny i do nothing but run through my life with people i like or am tryin to get to like me but somehow i always end up getting fucked over or shitted on. just imagine a person taking a big dump on your chest
thats pretty much how it is. it sucks, i try to be this respectful person to a girl i try everything in my fucking heart to make her more happyier then anyone else could have made her. but nope..
I just get shitted on, i get everything blown back in my face, even the fucking present i bought her she didnt like it... she told my best mans that she was upset with me about money and all this personal stupid shit, i just wanted to hold her hand and as corny as it sounds just tell her she is cute, fuck it, it makes me happy, but no wtf things just had to get fucked up. im not gunna go playing the blame game on this relationship but i dont even know man, i just want her back, she like came into my life showed me wat a good ass relationship could be and then just randomly left me and now were just friends, and now i cant hold her hand, and now i cant tell her what i really feel, its just gunna feel ackward for a while i guess... fuck it.
40 store here i come.
scum fuck world we live in man. or at least i do. boo hoo.