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finally man, ive become happy again
healthy, back on my feet, ridin bikes!!!, g-mackin it
goin to trade school in north philly in a couple months for painting wich will be fun hopefully
and tryin to find a new apt, if anyone knows of an open room let me know whats good cause my mom is going to help pay for it and help me get out there and shit so, its like if you want to get an apt let me know whats good.
Ive relized ive been through alot in my god damn life and i need to do somthin or just ammount to somthing i guess i dont want to say i want to be a person of society standards but i want to be responsible on some type of level, ive done to much to fuck up man...
Juvi 3 times
inpatient rehab 1 time
outpatient 4 times
therapy councling like 3 times
I just want to be left alone by the system and jail
I want to wake up and smoke a bowl without thinking is this gunna fuck me over??
Im tired of constantly watchin my back for po-po
I want to just be free cause once your in the system your in tight and soon i turn 18 and if i fuck up yo
im going to prison son, WORD UP. and i do not want to fuck with that shit no sir
so im going to get my fucking act together and get my head straight and do wat i got to do by going to trade school and just basically drinking all the time to relieave(cant spell) the stress that i cant smoke
SO BUY ME 40z!!!!!!!1111