Oct 23, 2006 22:50
I think in our hearts we know that lukewarm water will turn cold, mild happiness will become a kind of nameless sadness, nagging questions: Is this the love of my life? Is this all there is? Is this why I'm here? In our hearts we know there must be something more and we long to know what it is....
Is it wrong to be pissed...i mean really pissed, because i am! And i feel awful at how angry i still am...angry at God and angry at my Grandma for ever putting me through a situation like this. I'm angry i'm still hurting, i'm angry i can't get through a day without pain and sadness, and I'm angry i'm still angry.