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It sucks...you know, to think about it, everything thats gone wasted. All the things that could have been avoided and prevented, I sometimes wonder what if..but I can't live my life with "what if's" either...writing on here helps me figure out how I really feel, I never know for sure...my mind wanders everywhere and I tend to get lost within my thoughts. Im finally letting go of somethings...I guess we'll just see how things go with that. see I know what I need to do but doing it is the more difficult part. And it's so hard to do and so easy to say. But sometimes...sometimes,you just have to let go and walk away.
ok so time for my bitching....if you dont want to hear it...DONT READ IT!
I have come to the conclusion that some people REALLY piss me off...It's awful how much people stereotype one another, and yes I'm not saying I haven't done that but I'm going to try hard to not do it anymore. For example...the word slut...slut is a word that is wayyyy over used...when you think slut you think someone that is very 'open' with guys, yet if you are at a party and you see a girl all over a guy, some would say she's a slut?! Or If a girl has sex with someone she cares about, yet is not going out with, some people would consider her a slut too...but why?
Also another thing that pisses me off is how people are so hateful toward gays...I was saw 'Brokeback Mountain' tonight which is one of the most amazing love storys about two gay guys...and to tell you the truth i watched the movie and cried, cried because of how they were so in love...more in love then most straight people and they werent able to be together because they were gay. I dont understand why it matters to anyone what gender you like! I've heard many people say things like..."Oh if my kid were gay I would be so mad"...Truthfully do you think anyone wants to be gay? The fact they have to go through a big part of their life hiding who they really are and being ridiculed is not something that anyone wants to go through...being gay is not chosen people who are gay are born that way. It's just gross how mean people can be...not letting gays get married...why???! It funny how all the straight people are against gays getting married, but I dont understand why it even concerns them, there is soooo much shit going on in this world and the only thing people seem to worry about is two guys or two girls getting married...thats sick! You dont chose who you love, your heart chooses for you...I know so many people who have been in shitty relationships yet still love the person they are in the relationship with. Love is love no matter if your feelings are toward the same sex or opposite sex...no one should tell you who you can or can not love...what would our world be like if we had rules on who we are able to love?
ok so time for my bitching....if you dont want to hear it...DONT READ IT!
I have come to the conclusion that some people REALLY piss me off...It's awful how much people stereotype one another, and yes I'm not saying I haven't done that but I'm going to try hard to not do it anymore. For example...the word slut...slut is a word that is wayyyy over used...when you think slut you think someone that is very 'open' with guys, yet if you are at a party and you see a girl all over a guy, some would say she's a slut?! Or If a girl has sex with someone she cares about, yet is not going out with, some people would consider her a slut too...but why?
Also another thing that pisses me off is how people are so hateful toward gays...I was saw 'Brokeback Mountain' tonight which is one of the most amazing love storys about two gay guys...and to tell you the truth i watched the movie and cried, cried because of how they were so in love...more in love then most straight people and they werent able to be together because they were gay. I dont understand why it matters to anyone what gender you like! I've heard many people say things like..."Oh if my kid were gay I would be so mad"...Truthfully do you think anyone wants to be gay? The fact they have to go through a big part of their life hiding who they really are and being ridiculed is not something that anyone wants to go through...being gay is not chosen people who are gay are born that way. It's just gross how mean people can be...not letting gays get married...why???! It funny how all the straight people are against gays getting married, but I dont understand why it even concerns them, there is soooo much shit going on in this world and the only thing people seem to worry about is two guys or two girls getting married...thats sick! You dont chose who you love, your heart chooses for you...I know so many people who have been in shitty relationships yet still love the person they are in the relationship with. Love is love no matter if your feelings are toward the same sex or opposite sex...no one should tell you who you can or can not love...what would our world be like if we had rules on who we are able to love?