Oct 16, 2004 00:42
Today was an okay day. I've had better, but it was average. I did the normal class thing and decided that I really need to start studying more. That's why I'm not going to the kappa party on saturday :( Plus I'm just not in the party mood this week. I know some people are disappointed at the fact that I am not going, but I'm just not in the partying mood. One good thing did happen today..no wait...actually, 2 good things happend today. One, I was let off of work early today. I was in the office about all of 10 minutes. I was very thankful to my supervisor for letting me take advantage of the beautiful weather today. Secondly, I saw my good friend today at his place of employment. It was really a surprise to me, but I was glad to see him. We had a nice conversation. I always enjoy our talks and lately he has had some encouraging words. So for that I thank him. I sometimes forget to tell him how much I appreciate him as a friend.
I think that I need a very large vacation. I have been such a confused child lately. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's like all of a sudden everything got complicated for no reason. I'm not sure what would make me not be confused anymore. I don't know if adding or subtracting things or people in my life would help, or what. I miss the days when my only worries were which Lisa Frank pencil I was going to use in class. I think I ultimately want my TRUE happiness back.