Feb 15, 2004 02:23
Hello everyone.This is my first entry.It might take me awhile to get used to everything on here, so please have patience with me.I'm not used to sharing my feelings with the world, but everyone needs some sort of therapy, right?Well tonight was an interesting night.I went to a play, which I always enjoy doing, but the seats were very uncomfortable and I was all cramped up next to some woman who smelled too much like vanilla.Then all of my girlfriends and I got together and watched Le Divorce.Well, really they watched it, I missed all the important parts of the movies because I was on the phone.Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that it was valentine's day and still no valentine.I'm going 19 years strong without one.But, it's ok I'll have the perfect valentine one day.lol.
There are some days I wish I had a special someone.But, I refuse to lower my standards just to have any 'ol person to call my own.Some people may say that I'm picky or even stuck up, but I refuse to settle for less than what I think i truly deserve.If that means I have to wait 10 years before I even kiss another person, then I will just have to wait because I know that it will be special and have meaning.I don't mean to sound vain or conceited or anything, but I am a special girl.I used to think something was wrong with me because guys did not approach me (they still do not approach me).I've learned,although it has taken me awhile to get here, that it's DEFINITLEY not my problem.There is absolutly nothing wrong with me.I'm not the average girl you can see everyday on canal or bourbon street.I AM NOT AVERAGE!AND I WILL NOT SETTLE FOR MEDIOCRITY!!!