1234. repeating
I look like I have just seen a ghost.
It is incredible. Those feelings that are lingering.
But I mustn't go back physically, for if I do then I will be the person that I donot want to be.
So if things happen, they happen, but I am not going to force them too.
Its one of those moments that you walk into your house, push yourself up against the wall and gloat for a moment or two over what just occurred and you smile as you peel yourself off of the wall and carry on your merry way.
And the guys at GameCrazy are hillarious and made me feel much better about the whole being cheated on thing, fuck stupid me gave him his presents. I did because I am not selfish, and yet he lied about getting mine. But then again he lied about everything so not too surprised at all.
I need to sort these emotions out before I resort to manipulation and infiltrating.
And I keep tearing up because I am completely overwhelmed with this tidal wave of past love showing up again.
Little girl lost.
But what a great Christmas it was.
It is incredible. Those feelings that are lingering.
But I mustn't go back physically, for if I do then I will be the person that I donot want to be.
So if things happen, they happen, but I am not going to force them too.
Its one of those moments that you walk into your house, push yourself up against the wall and gloat for a moment or two over what just occurred and you smile as you peel yourself off of the wall and carry on your merry way.
And the guys at GameCrazy are hillarious and made me feel much better about the whole being cheated on thing, fuck stupid me gave him his presents. I did because I am not selfish, and yet he lied about getting mine. But then again he lied about everything so not too surprised at all.
I need to sort these emotions out before I resort to manipulation and infiltrating.
And I keep tearing up because I am completely overwhelmed with this tidal wave of past love showing up again.
Little girl lost.
But what a great Christmas it was.