not the norm
its about that time again...for an update that is
life as a whole has just been really stressful. this month is going by as slow as ever yet it still feels as though theres not enough time to get everything done. its just kinda been crazy and this past week things just havent gone the way i would have liked them to go. its like you think things are going really well and then bam you get a nice slap in the face and get a big dose of reality and it all just sets in. im kinda stuck at a crossroads right now (how cliche) except i dont really have a choice concerning which way that i need to go...well thats not entirely true...i have a choice its just one way is the right way and its not that the other is wrong its just one way is definitely better than the other and better things will come from it (i hope). i dont know i know what i have to do its just really tough right about now. i know none of this makes any sense but just bear with me im just thinking out loud...its like a personal entry without getting too personal. im hoping this three day weekend will brighten things up a bit
i want april vaca and italy i want fun i want warm sunny days and flip flops (minus the toes socks lol) i want prom i want graduationnnnnn i want summer i want the beach i want virginia beach i want to hang out with my favorites allll the time i want to be stress free i want to have fun and the list goes on but i think ive been greedy enough for one day haha much love kids
(i love how i cant manage to have a completely serious entry)
life as a whole has just been really stressful. this month is going by as slow as ever yet it still feels as though theres not enough time to get everything done. its just kinda been crazy and this past week things just havent gone the way i would have liked them to go. its like you think things are going really well and then bam you get a nice slap in the face and get a big dose of reality and it all just sets in. im kinda stuck at a crossroads right now (how cliche) except i dont really have a choice concerning which way that i need to go...well thats not entirely true...i have a choice its just one way is the right way and its not that the other is wrong its just one way is definitely better than the other and better things will come from it (i hope). i dont know i know what i have to do its just really tough right about now. i know none of this makes any sense but just bear with me im just thinking out loud...its like a personal entry without getting too personal. im hoping this three day weekend will brighten things up a bit
i want april vaca and italy i want fun i want warm sunny days and flip flops (minus the toes socks lol) i want prom i want graduationnnnnn i want summer i want the beach i want virginia beach i want to hang out with my favorites allll the time i want to be stress free i want to have fun and the list goes on but i think ive been greedy enough for one day haha much love kids
(i love how i cant manage to have a completely serious entry)