goodluck to ya
im just sitting here letting my mind wonder from place to place knowing that i should probably finish packing but right now i just cant seem to concentrate on that or anything for that matter instead im thinking about how much i love my friends and the awesome times weve already had this summer the drunk kid at the beach all of our beach excursions the night of man hunt movie nights the art of sleeping over a place you really shouldnt and the list goes on and on and on mmmm cake batter ice cream and the endless menu the dave concert comes to mind and isnt it amazing were still finding stuff out about that crazy night that well remember or wont but that doesnt matter cause we had fun we always do no matter what i dont know what id do without you its something you cant explain but we both know the meaning of it all and understand it so well that words never need to be spoken its crazy how that happens must be a sag thing i think that star sign stuff has truth to it to some extent and soulmates with friends and true love are out there i really should be reading damn atlas shrugged right now and forever and ever if atlas just really shrugged then there would be no more assignment cause the world would just roll off his shoulders im haunted by it wherever i go just the other day the sports illustrated issue for this month or week or however they do those things came in and the main article was written by someone with the last name mccallum right on the front cover i drove by a truck with the huge word atlas written on it and every time i cross the rr tracks on my way to dance i think of taggart transcontinental i guess that all means i better get a move on im working on it the rollercoaster song cest la vie grilled cheese everyday monday through thursday our trips to the zoo loosing teeth at the mall what stiiiiinks okey dokey alla chokey all that reminds me of emma shes too cute a handful sometimes but theres never a dull moment with her dave christina and priya know from experience shes one kid you need to meet you wont regret it i promise ive had dance all week and last week its been fun and time consuming all at the same time had a cute instructor named alex its just a nice escape from everything for once you dont think about whats going on you find yourself just dancing and its just something you cant describe you have to experience it and i suggest you all do someday thats another thing you wont regret i promise field hockey camp is coming up soon should be interesting considering i dont know how things are with all the girls everything was just left up in the air it can go either way i dont regret it i have never have any regrets you cant live life that way sure i wish things were different but this is the way they are and im gonna make the best of it hopefully weve all grown a little and can start fresh on a new page i guess ill find all this out on august first and then theres you someone whos always in the back of my mind consuming my thoughts every now and then without my consent youre just there hanging on hanging on to what i dont know to something that was erased a long time ago but is dying hard and impossible to forget especially after that one incident the only word for it is appaulling but hey people surprise people everyday and thats just what you did a little shock nothing too damaging but all the same it was enough to get me thinking again it feels so long ago and i suppose some would say that it was yet it was only 2 and a half months ago and then theres also you, the qb of the pats the closet ill ever come to the real thing who i was suppose to see but then didnt we figured it out though i think and eventually itll happen if its meant to be as long as forgetfulness is out of the picture i think well be ok thats so fetch that movie made me happy it was really good 2 for tuesdays is my life the notebook is next on the agenda threes company where are you i miss you were going to go see that movie together go back to maine dye some more hair ponder over dinosaur crunch a little bit more and come to the final realization that she doesnt say grow because yes she truly is dead well finally go to walmart after lala's has her iced teas and maybe get another tour courtesy of lala john mayer and maroon 5's coming cant wait 11th row its gonna be incredible wow this is a long and crazy not to mention confusing entry to read i wonder how many of you will actually take the time and read it and make it who knows much love to you all ciao by the way my favorite colors pink just thought id throw that in there