schoooooool
Back to school tomorrow. A few things worrying me, and I will list them here because few people will even read them and it will allow me to get it all out.
1. Facing a group of good friends last year, one of whom I haven't talked to the entire summer, and who I'm a bit mad at. We'll see how this goes, I'll probably make kevin come with me because I refuse to step into that apartment all alone.
2. Hair issues. This is the most vain, petty and high school insecurity-ish issue, and yet I'm feeling like I did at thirteen because the person who has cut my hair fine every time for like three years cut my hair yesterday and I hate it. I mean HATE. It's layered weird and I look funny and I really am not looking forward to not being able to wear my hair down for at least two weeks when I get back to school. Blah.
3. This year is going to be a lot different. Whether good different or bad I'm not quite sure of yet, my usually dead-on intution is kind of conflicted. I'm hoping it's good, preparing for it not to be the best. We'll see....
4. The hair thing really is getting to me. Like every other girl in the world, I just want to feel pretty.
that's it. i hope this year is amazing, i really do. and im excited about my apartment. but as previously stated, i will not get my hopes up, if there's one thing i learned this summer it's that expectations ruin everything.
love always,
Me
1. Facing a group of good friends last year, one of whom I haven't talked to the entire summer, and who I'm a bit mad at. We'll see how this goes, I'll probably make kevin come with me because I refuse to step into that apartment all alone.
2. Hair issues. This is the most vain, petty and high school insecurity-ish issue, and yet I'm feeling like I did at thirteen because the person who has cut my hair fine every time for like three years cut my hair yesterday and I hate it. I mean HATE. It's layered weird and I look funny and I really am not looking forward to not being able to wear my hair down for at least two weeks when I get back to school. Blah.
3. This year is going to be a lot different. Whether good different or bad I'm not quite sure of yet, my usually dead-on intution is kind of conflicted. I'm hoping it's good, preparing for it not to be the best. We'll see....
4. The hair thing really is getting to me. Like every other girl in the world, I just want to feel pretty.
that's it. i hope this year is amazing, i really do. and im excited about my apartment. but as previously stated, i will not get my hopes up, if there's one thing i learned this summer it's that expectations ruin everything.
love always,
Me