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Nov 20, 2005 00:32

Friday, November 18
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER!!
Yeah, it was Amber's birthday. And school, was alright. I played phone tag with Brandi during English. Talked to Andrew during some of English. During art, we filmed our i-Pod commercial. Anywho...

I dropped off Jess and Maria at their homes. Came home, and talked with Andrew. He went to work, I went to sleep. Woke up in time for yummy homemade pizza, and went off to Starbucks for some yummy ... yeah, my Starbucks usual. a tall, Caramel Frap. with whipped creme and loads of the flavored syrup! Lol. Anywho...

Went to Amber's party. Got Andrew, but then dropped him off on Fayette. Then: him, Brandi, and Billy came to the par-tay. And I was a lot happier (right Gia?)... anywho. Then everything gets a little blurry. I remember smoking with Steve Pierro and Tracy. But who knows what else. Apparently Andrew drove me home. Whatever.

Saturday, November 19
Woke up, did nothing at all around the house, Golden Dragon with Andrew, then Genuardi's, then I went home, napped, went and got Maria, went to work, worked, LeAnne was a biatch, but nicer once she had her DIET PEPSI (I got it that time), sighhh... to my surprise Andrew was in the parking lot. And so was Alphanso! &heartbreak;

Sighhh...I followed Andrew all the way to Leeland for Maria's surprise of Loftus and flowers and a pineapple! Happiness.

Tried talking to Alphanso, didn't work = sadness. Week's hiatus has now been extended. And it sucks. He means a lot. And the whole not talking to him, is tearing me up inside. I have to fake smile, and pretend nothing's bothering me. I'm good at this game. That's all it's ever been. Pretending nothing bothers me, when deep down it does. And I'm sure the few that are true, knows that. And knows it well. Sighhh, I haven't told you guys that I love you so fucking much.

ABC Order .. don't be upset.
Alicia, Alphanso, Amber, Andrew, Billy, Brandi ... yeah, I love you guys. NEVER change. Please?

Sighhh...
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