Feb 24, 2003 22:26
ok, so she wants to be mature... i dont really feel like it actually. but i think ill tell it like it is.
syl, i hate you, more than i hate anything. not for what happened in the past 7 months, but for everything. you r not my scape goat, and its quite the other way around, for the entire time we spent as freinds u leaned on me, you got pissed when you couldnt, making me your scape goat it was MY FAULT... remeber. but now i have come to realise that it was all a waste of time, because during everytime we spent together not once did u actually care about me. not when i even needed you the most, as a matter of fact i remeber a certain someone who was cutting themselves when my dad passed away, so syl was the one in focus, cuz she wasnt dead but she was killing herself.
i also remeber the amounts of times when u said "dont tell anyne" well i never did. now i tell u something just as serious mind you, and who do you tell... Erin. yep thats right, matts sister. so i spend months wondering if she likes me, becasue i dont know the shit that you tell her. because i dont even know what ur capable of. and god knows what u have told her. i hope its not all lies.
anywayse, who was the one that showe concern when u started going to bars, drinking urself stupid and making out with random older guys... OH WAIT! that was me. so really i did care, all of that was lost mind you upon your betrayal.
i think you are pathetic, you have no decent excuse in life other than to bring others down. i wish i could tell some poeple of what ur really like. you selfish whore.
oh and back to betrayal... who told who that i was a slut and that ive already been in love and that im not in love because all the things i said ive said before. because u knew me right... u took the time to listen.. so im sure u got it straight.
fuck this. im sick of your shit.
you will never win. your the weak one