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*takes a deep breath before talking*
I don't blame you Fujiko, but I do think it's best if we get away from each other..... I'm thinking of taking a break from everyone, it's just not working here.
I've like..... never been that happy with myself, I always reach out to people as lovers or fuck-buddies instead of just like, being a friend. I've seen it again and again and really, the people I'm staying with are the only exception.
I- I really messed things up with us, huh Mizuki-san? I should have thought more before I like, did anything, kept in mind we've only known each other a short time.... A-and you really just saw me as a friend and a child of yours. I should have just been happy with what I had, but I did what I always do.....
I've had a lot of time to think, and for right now I think it's best if I just hang out with different people. I don't care that most of you see me as like, someone only a few weeks old, I remember as much as any 14 year old would. A lot of people see us as just the same, but we're so different and just- I can't do this anymore. Maybe like, after some time away from you all, but not right now........
And like, I'm not really blaming any of you. I just need to do this for myself.
{OOC: Don't worry, In-chan will still be around! Just after some meditating on a few packs of cigarettes and some bottles of cheep beer, he's not feeling that happy with himself. Some mention about going through with dying his hair and getting some colored contacts....
Mainly, he'll still be posting, just it seems he's alienated his only friends in the matter of a few days so he isn't that happy ^^* not that he was a happy chara to start with >.>
gah, I hate RPing angsty people x.x I like reading it, but it makes me so depressed after doing for a bit >.>
Some Rupin-sama to make me feel better is in order :D}
I don't blame you Fujiko, but I do think it's best if we get away from each other..... I'm thinking of taking a break from everyone, it's just not working here.
I've like..... never been that happy with myself, I always reach out to people as lovers or fuck-buddies instead of just like, being a friend. I've seen it again and again and really, the people I'm staying with are the only exception.
I- I really messed things up with us, huh Mizuki-san? I should have thought more before I like, did anything, kept in mind we've only known each other a short time.... A-and you really just saw me as a friend and a child of yours. I should have just been happy with what I had, but I did what I always do.....
I've had a lot of time to think, and for right now I think it's best if I just hang out with different people. I don't care that most of you see me as like, someone only a few weeks old, I remember as much as any 14 year old would. A lot of people see us as just the same, but we're so different and just- I can't do this anymore. Maybe like, after some time away from you all, but not right now........
And like, I'm not really blaming any of you. I just need to do this for myself.
{OOC: Don't worry, In-chan will still be around! Just after some meditating on a few packs of cigarettes and some bottles of cheep beer, he's not feeling that happy with himself. Some mention about going through with dying his hair and getting some colored contacts....
Mainly, he'll still be posting, just it seems he's alienated his only friends in the matter of a few days so he isn't that happy ^^* not that he was a happy chara to start with >.>
gah, I hate RPing angsty people x.x I like reading it, but it makes me so depressed after doing for a bit >.>
Some Rupin-sama to make me feel better is in order :D}