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bill and i went to the opera last friday. my dad gave us his front row tickets. it was pretty damn exciting. he looked so cute in his tux.
i don't know what i want from him but the sad thing is that if i stopped drinking i wouldnt see him anymore. i guess both our lives are at the point right now where there isn't much else going on. we work all day and go out a few nights a week. its frustrating, but without that "40 oz of freedom" we aren't ourselves. except when we're in the woods. damn i miss maine.
i don't know what i want from him but the sad thing is that if i stopped drinking i wouldnt see him anymore. i guess both our lives are at the point right now where there isn't much else going on. we work all day and go out a few nights a week. its frustrating, but without that "40 oz of freedom" we aren't ourselves. except when we're in the woods. damn i miss maine.