Sudafed; Morphine & Heroin?
So I didn't fail my drug test for THC [aka marijuana]
I FAILED IT FOR FUCKING MORPHINE AND HEROINE
1. i dont fucking take pills, i've honestly?
taken them perhaps 3 times in my entire life.
I get sketched out by them.
2. i dont even KNOW anyone that does heroine
3.WHAT THE GOD DAMN FUCKING SHIT?!?!?!?!
all i've taken for the past 2 weeks
is sudafed, excedrine, and 2 hydroxycuts
everyone i know is stumped
but not as stumped as i am.
im taking another drug test monday
to figure this out.
I've honestly? never been more at a loss for thoughts
in my life.
im making this entry public
so perhaps ANYONE can explain it to me
also my probation officer doesn't even know
who searched my live journal account either
and i don't know HOW they did it
because when I search for my name?
it doesn't show up....
nothing really makes sense in my entire case
I wish there was a way I could perhaps fix it
or like...tell someone to get fucked
and just end it
and be a normal OUI case. and just breath in that breathalizer doohickey
which by the way, almost made me pass out today.
I hate being sick.
BUT IM NEVER TAKING SUDAFED AGAIN
because it might have morphine in it =/
in other news, my mom STILL has yet to go to insurance agency
I have to wake up tomorrow at 8 to go there early.
just so that i can...diddle some paperwork around
and get insurance again.
i also told faith to go fuck herself for saturday
cause i'm not working again =]
she can pay me the 550-700 bucks they owe me
and maybe ill consider babysitting OCCASIONALLY
i dont like being mary poppins anymore.
hmm, im hungry.
DO HEROIN ADDICTS EAT?!?!
CAUSE I DO.
i shoulda just been like
"barbara, look at my arms, do you see tracks??
nope. IM FAT, i can't do drugs. fat people don't do drugs"
I FAILED IT FOR FUCKING MORPHINE AND HEROINE
1. i dont fucking take pills, i've honestly?
taken them perhaps 3 times in my entire life.
I get sketched out by them.
2. i dont even KNOW anyone that does heroine
3.WHAT THE GOD DAMN FUCKING SHIT?!?!?!?!
all i've taken for the past 2 weeks
is sudafed, excedrine, and 2 hydroxycuts
everyone i know is stumped
but not as stumped as i am.
im taking another drug test monday
to figure this out.
I've honestly? never been more at a loss for thoughts
in my life.
im making this entry public
so perhaps ANYONE can explain it to me
also my probation officer doesn't even know
who searched my live journal account either
and i don't know HOW they did it
because when I search for my name?
it doesn't show up....
nothing really makes sense in my entire case
I wish there was a way I could perhaps fix it
or like...tell someone to get fucked
and just end it
and be a normal OUI case. and just breath in that breathalizer doohickey
which by the way, almost made me pass out today.
I hate being sick.
BUT IM NEVER TAKING SUDAFED AGAIN
because it might have morphine in it =/
in other news, my mom STILL has yet to go to insurance agency
I have to wake up tomorrow at 8 to go there early.
just so that i can...diddle some paperwork around
and get insurance again.
i also told faith to go fuck herself for saturday
cause i'm not working again =]
she can pay me the 550-700 bucks they owe me
and maybe ill consider babysitting OCCASIONALLY
i dont like being mary poppins anymore.
hmm, im hungry.
DO HEROIN ADDICTS EAT?!?!
CAUSE I DO.
i shoulda just been like
"barbara, look at my arms, do you see tracks??
nope. IM FAT, i can't do drugs. fat people don't do drugs"