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merr... well, anyways... i`ve just been reading back-date entries on LJ. i am irritated with a few of them, but since things have passed i will keep my mouth shut and not bring them up... but just to clear things up I HAVE NOT BEEN ONLINE IN WELL OVER A WEEK and i ALWAYS leave my name when i post things. there.
now, if i said what i was feeling right now, i don`t think people would like it at all. i hate the fact that i can`t even write in my own journal anymore, and i am beginning to wonder why i even have it. i feel like my posts are just empty words spoken and that it`s all just blabber and such.
anyways... a boy e-mailed me that i haven`t talked to in so long, and it made me happy. and also ian and i started talking again... well, not that we ever weren`t talking... but we just lose touch sometimes... boys from my past always seem to pop up. but evan and ian are two of my most favorites... and ones that i know really cared.
i miss nate. we got into a fight last week, but then we talked the other day and everything was fine between us, and i haven`t hung out with that kid in awhile. :( i should call him today maybe... meh, i so suck.
soo... who wants a senior picture? (outside of my immediate friend group, cause you know you will all get one)... but anyone off of LJ that i love dearly, if you want one, leave me your addy and i will mail you senior pics. :)
i guess friday we are going to party... meh... damn you boys... we all have to be up early on saturday, but yet none of us can resist... and saturday night will definitely be some good times... ^_^
well, daryl is coming over soon and we are gonna go apply for jobs... so i must go... but get ahold of me if you`re bored tonight... cause i`m bored tonight... aright, see ya kiddies. <3
now, if i said what i was feeling right now, i don`t think people would like it at all. i hate the fact that i can`t even write in my own journal anymore, and i am beginning to wonder why i even have it. i feel like my posts are just empty words spoken and that it`s all just blabber and such.
anyways... a boy e-mailed me that i haven`t talked to in so long, and it made me happy. and also ian and i started talking again... well, not that we ever weren`t talking... but we just lose touch sometimes... boys from my past always seem to pop up. but evan and ian are two of my most favorites... and ones that i know really cared.
i miss nate. we got into a fight last week, but then we talked the other day and everything was fine between us, and i haven`t hung out with that kid in awhile. :( i should call him today maybe... meh, i so suck.
soo... who wants a senior picture? (outside of my immediate friend group, cause you know you will all get one)... but anyone off of LJ that i love dearly, if you want one, leave me your addy and i will mail you senior pics. :)
i guess friday we are going to party... meh... damn you boys... we all have to be up early on saturday, but yet none of us can resist... and saturday night will definitely be some good times... ^_^
well, daryl is coming over soon and we are gonna go apply for jobs... so i must go... but get ahold of me if you`re bored tonight... cause i`m bored tonight... aright, see ya kiddies. <3