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So today was just about the worst day ever and i said i didnt want to
wear a fake smile again but i did, i do it every day i cant help it
some people get so mad when im not in a happy mood like its a thing i
can help, all day i walk around like im the happiest person in the
world but i not not even close. dont get me wrong im happy about some
things like whenever im with cory i smile but thats because i feel
happy at the time but there is something wrong with me and i dont know
what . lately i've been getting really bad headaches and i dont know
what there from and that really dosent make me feel any happier i think
History is the worst i always act so happy in that class i think Jon
just makes me feel happy, really that kid is like my new bestfriend he
is so sweet. but always after that class i feel like a fake because im
never really like that. actually all of my classes are lies i really
act different in each one i think its because in each class i have a
different set of friends: Art its Devin and i think i act really really
mature in that class, Then theres Boggs and i sit by stephanie and
sometimes i act really , i dont know, Free for lack of a better word
and sometimes i act really closed off, Then science I have Jamie and
Becky in that class so i act , quiet i guess and if you know me you
know im not quiet, Then Math with Emily,ashley, and Shawna and i act
very mature in that class i think ashley brings that out in me, Then
english with heather field and that right there should tell you how i
act, i act like tiffany raychel and heather, Then history with
jon,john, dale, andy, ray, and john. if you didnt notice there all guys
so they all look to me for the answers and not just to history
questions ,and then after school its a whole different story when im
with Netonie, kathryn, and cory but i like the way i am with them, its
really hard to deal with and i dont know how to handle myself with such
a split personality like this. but im done now because all i have felt
like i have been beaten with a stick.
She loved him like he was
The last man on Earth
Gave him everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up to her
Give a little, then take it back
She'd tell him about her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
"You're crazy for believin' You'll ever leave the ground"
He said, "Only angels know how to fly"
And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly
One Sunday morning
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze
And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly.
She loved him like he was
The last man on Earth
Gave him everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up to her
Give a little, then take it back
She'd tell him about her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
"You're crazy for believin' You'll ever leave the ground"
He said, "Only angels know how to fly"
And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly
One Sunday morning
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze
And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly.