Well let me begin by saying I just wrote a huge thesis paper on teen suicide for school and I completely understand why you would feel that way, given the terms of your living arrangements. But I also think that suicide is selfish. People don't know how important they are to people, maybe even people they don't know. Someone will deeply be affected by your absense, if you ever choose to go through with suicide. And I sincerely hope you don't.
Countless times my friends have told me they wanted to kill themselves, and I can't tell them in words how much I'd miss them. And how much it depresses me that they even think of that. There is a quote I've read once, and I love it dearly that I write it everywhere I go, written by Robert Frost, if I do recall correctly. It goes: "The only way out is through." Think about it.
Oh, and your what your mother said about the family being more financially stable if you weren't around? It is the truth, but it not fair to state that. My mom is a single parent of 4 teenagers, including me. She would be so much more stable if we weren't around. But either way, she loves us, and she took that risk when she got pregnant 4 times, and so on. Money is something we give up for love.
But I also think that suicide is selfish. People don't know how important they are to people, maybe even people they don't know. Someone will deeply be affected by your absense, if you ever choose to go through with suicide. And I sincerely hope you don't.
Countless times my friends have told me they wanted to kill themselves, and I can't tell them in words how much I'd miss them. And how much it depresses me that they even think of that. There is a quote I've read once, and I love it dearly that I write it everywhere I go, written by Robert Frost, if I do recall correctly. It goes: "The only way out is through."
Think about it.
Oh, and your what your mother said about the family being more financially stable if you weren't around?
It is the truth, but it not fair to state that. My mom is a single parent of 4 teenagers, including me. She would be so much more stable if we weren't around. But either way, she loves us, and she took that risk when she got pregnant 4 times, and so on. Money is something we give up for love.
Sweety, I hope you'll be okay.
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