Dec 05, 2005 13:09
angry...frusturated...wanna rip someones head off. I shouldn't be pissed...I'm not even sure that I am. Day four of no smoking is not going as well as planned. I'm sure that's playing a big part in my anger. I don't know what to do. How I should react. Go with the flow I guess...but so far the flow has not treated me very well.
I shall live...don't worry. You all know how I get. One little thing pisses me off and I completely freak out about it. If you don't believe me then check my old journal entries...from like 2003. Damn. By tonight I will be alright. A lot less pissed off and a lot more level headed. Off to work I go. To figure my life out and to see if anything will ever work out for me.
*I HATE YOU AND YOUR APATHY!!!!!!!!!!*