Lips of an Angel

[girlvamp_aj]

Ok so this song is like a mick in the gut to me. Everytime I hear it, I think of Westin and the worst part is, him and I broke up in October and it still effects me. I love him alot and always will. I guess I just can't be around anyone when this song comes on. When I was at the dance (winterformal) this song came on and I was dancing with Jake. I walked in with him thinking that it was a slow dance that I would have fun dance to. But no it had to be that. The one song that brings every memory of him shooting in my head and heart. I was partially crying on Jake's shoulder because I was missing Westin, but I know I can't anymore. For all I know he's moved on and I know that I have to. I can't live in the past, no matter how much I want to be with him again. But anyways Jaime ended up stealing me away from Jake so that he wouldn't learn that I was crying and so that I could have the last few seconds of the dance with her. It's easier to dance with her than another guy. But whatever.

Westin sent me the song a little while after we broke up and if you know the song then you'll know the meaning. That's his song to me, but the song from me to him is "Incomplete -Backstreet Boys."

So yeah. I pretty much hate myself for it.