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[girlsxdontxpoop]

not one single person said they liked her.
not one single person ever said she was good for me.
not one single person said they liked her.
not one single person ever said she was good for me.
not one single person said they liked her.
not one single person ever said she was good for me.
not one single person said they liked her.
not one single person ever said she was good for me.
all she does is lie, cheat, steal, use, take advantage, be unintelligent, have zero morals, be self absorbed to the extreme, whine/complain as if it's all my fault, and treat me and others like disposable wipes.
why am i attracted to this? why was i ever attracted to this?
not one single person said they liked her.
not one single person ever said she was good for me.
not one single person said they liked her.
not one single person ever said she was good for me.
am i that desperate?
do i really need this in my life?
it's ringing in my head. i drown it out. it rings louder.
what a mistake.

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x: i'll have to get that for -so and so's- b-day
y: my bday is in 2 days, what are you getting me? (jokingly)
x: -silence-
y: -thinks to their self wow I hate bdays but that's cool that someone you barely know's bday is more important than mine-
y: -continues to love-

whew. deep breath.
i laugh the hardest when i'm sullen. at least i have that.

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get a lobotomy and make it up to me. you owe it to karma and humanity and me.
but I guess as long as she breathes oxygen, a village still has its entertainment.