The World Kicks Back A Lot Fucking Harder Now
Meh I really have problems when it comes to boys. Me and Kez were talking about it on the bus and we both have serious issues, lol. Like, everyone I know is really confident around boys and can tell them they like them and stuff but I just CAN'T, and I'd be really embarassed if a boy I liked found out I liked him. I really have trouble talking about my feelings and stuff, and sometimes I think that if only I was more confident around boys then things could be so different. I can never tell boys I like them, i get really shy and GO RED, and if I like walk past a boy i really like i look down cos i just can't look them in the eye. Meh and I'm scared of letting people get close to me and apparantly I "put barriers up" and I think I give off bad vibes... and i really really wish i could be confident and tell boys i like them and stuff cos what have i got to lose? but i can't.
hahaha we were also talking about msn and it really made me laugh how much kez is like me when it comes to msn. We NEVER speak to boys we like first, and if they take ages to reply then we take a while to reply too so it makes us look like we're talking to loads of people haha. Aww and when people we like sign in we get a burst of energy lol and we have to run around or put music on and dance... but alas i can do all the dancing i want but i'll still never get with any of them cos i can't tell them i like them =(
Anyway i went to have my MMR injection before and when I said i was allergic to egg the nurse was like =O "is it an anaphalactic allergy?" I was like wtf but my mum said yes it is, and then the nurse spent ages reading through some paper work and then she went "im sorry im not happy to give her this injection it could be dangerous." So then her and my mum were talking and the nurse said "well if you want you can take it to the one of the higher doctors but i dont want to risk it because i dont want this on my head" and i was thinking bloody hell can it kill me or something!? So my mum was like no i dont want to risk her having it and the nurse was like "yeah it's probably be best because there would have to be a lot of doctors present, and we'd have to give you adreneline and there would have to be a doctor on call all night in case you started having difficulty breathing and theres a chance you might go into anaphalactic shock" (which is like a coma!) and i was thinking woah woah woah all this from a tiny injection!? Well anyway the point of this story is it made me realise that my allergy is pretty serious because the injection was only grown on egg, it didn't even have any in it! So if i ate a lot of egg it could be really serious and it kind of scared me cos people don't realise that it's really serious and i didnt even realise it myself but ah well... twas scary. I'll write a will just in case someone attacks me with an omlette ^_^
hahaha we were also talking about msn and it really made me laugh how much kez is like me when it comes to msn. We NEVER speak to boys we like first, and if they take ages to reply then we take a while to reply too so it makes us look like we're talking to loads of people haha. Aww and when people we like sign in we get a burst of energy lol and we have to run around or put music on and dance... but alas i can do all the dancing i want but i'll still never get with any of them cos i can't tell them i like them =(
Anyway i went to have my MMR injection before and when I said i was allergic to egg the nurse was like =O "is it an anaphalactic allergy?" I was like wtf but my mum said yes it is, and then the nurse spent ages reading through some paper work and then she went "im sorry im not happy to give her this injection it could be dangerous." So then her and my mum were talking and the nurse said "well if you want you can take it to the one of the higher doctors but i dont want to risk it because i dont want this on my head" and i was thinking bloody hell can it kill me or something!? So my mum was like no i dont want to risk her having it and the nurse was like "yeah it's probably be best because there would have to be a lot of doctors present, and we'd have to give you adreneline and there would have to be a doctor on call all night in case you started having difficulty breathing and theres a chance you might go into anaphalactic shock" (which is like a coma!) and i was thinking woah woah woah all this from a tiny injection!? Well anyway the point of this story is it made me realise that my allergy is pretty serious because the injection was only grown on egg, it didn't even have any in it! So if i ate a lot of egg it could be really serious and it kind of scared me cos people don't realise that it's really serious and i didnt even realise it myself but ah well... twas scary. I'll write a will just in case someone attacks me with an omlette ^_^