today
theres dudes practicing lines outside my window right now from what sounds like a very annoyingly shitty sitcom. did i forget to mention that the shermanator is my neighbor. weird. its nice to be surrounded by creative people. i mean, really creative people that are actually doing something and not just chasing a pipe dream. i'm sick of LA and it pompous crews. today i missed home dreadfully. i just want to curl up in my lawn with my dogs and hang out with my family.
there are things i need to get over and move on from. bradley being one of them. i dont know what it is, i'm just drawn to that boy and i can't help it. but its a loss cause, and it hurts me more than not.
besides....
i can honestly sit here right now and say that i'm completely in love with jay. its so rad. from day one there wasnt an akward moment and i love that about him. we fit together so perfectly in so many ways its almost sickening. i dont' know what i would do right now without him.
school is almost over and NY is almost near. yikes.
there are things i need to get over and move on from. bradley being one of them. i dont know what it is, i'm just drawn to that boy and i can't help it. but its a loss cause, and it hurts me more than not.
besides....
i can honestly sit here right now and say that i'm completely in love with jay. its so rad. from day one there wasnt an akward moment and i love that about him. we fit together so perfectly in so many ways its almost sickening. i dont' know what i would do right now without him.
school is almost over and NY is almost near. yikes.