Apr 19, 2005 23:10
So last night, I couldn't sleep. It was late past the normal lateness of my still being awake.... only thing on worth watching was insomniac theater on VH1, and the old black and white game shows on the gameshow network. (I'm slightly obsessed with them). In between watching GSN and Insomniac, I caught the Mr. Brightside video. I must admit, due to SOMEONE'S post, it's been in my head lately. I've never watched this whole video before, so I was, you could say, ENTHRALLED. I understand it. I feel that fucking video. Coming from a jealous girl, that shouldn't quite be a suprise. Here's my synopsis and application: Even when you're with someone, you still can picture them with someone else. There's always that doubt.
"Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy"
As long as I've been with Michael, I still see it. February 14, 2004.
I just can't look, it's killing me...
"Someone was crowding her in where she had felt free to dance by herself, and laugh, and hang green ferns in an orange kitchen." - Nancy Price