Dec 25, 2009 12:49
the simple fact of the matter is, i am thankful and love all of my family and friends. i can't believe that i got caught up in the fact that i didn't get something so stupid as a fucking scarf. i should appreciate the fact that i have a job, money in my pocket, great friends, an amazing mother and the opportunity to be educated and successful.
i think it's just a lot of other things. its my first christmas without seth in my life, my dad hasn't even acknowledged me in 2 months, and considering last christmas i was insanely in love: this christmas sucks compared. oh well.