maybe...the truth.

[girlsdontcry_]

i'm immature enough to still secretly love when people worry about me.

mature enough to know i shouldn't.

this could also go for selfish enough, unselfish enough. there's still such a little girl in me that i can't help nor abandon.

Comments

[clarablue]

Its much better to live within you than to repress her for something she cant control. h
Her lack of maturity
is only part of her existence.

That star Struck girl would be someone you would really miss.

alter egos

[girlsdontcry_]

my common sense knows not to nurture her any.
and even though she's a scandalous little chick, you are right, i would miss her as she's just another piece to the jigsaw puzzle of me. :o)

[heyromeo]

Part of me thinks it's rediculous for people to worry about me but there is, as you put it, that little girl who runs in a fit to her room wanting someone to follow and smooth her feathers. That part of me likes it when people express concern/worry for me, it makes me feel loved. Plus I worry so much about others that it's nice to see that reciprocated sometimes.

[girlsdontcry_]

I caught myself in the middle of this stupid game I play where I leave someone's life without a trace for a few days just to see if they notice. It's probably my subconcious testing to see if people care as much as they say they do and I find some live up to what they say and some are just liars.

[heyromeo]

Yeah, I have games like that too. I know what you mean.

[eilan]

I think we would all be lost without that little person inside us.

[girlsdontcry_]

Well when you look at it that way, all I can say is I have to agree. :o)

[blindowl]

I don't think about it in terms of maturity, but in terms of complexity... I think we all have some aspects of ourselves that, whether or not we want to admit it, are a contrast to what we SHOULD be. But in reality, there IS no "should be." We're made up of contrasts, and that's what makes us interesting and individual. We are all who we are, and we should try to express that person to their fullest extent. :)

What, am I like a motivational speaker or something?

[girlsdontcry_]

ah hah. you put it very well. :)