it must be my lucky day.
i feel... cold.
i feel... wronged.
i feel... lied to.
i feel... unloved.
i feel... shaken
like there's something missing. like something has been killed.
i thought that everything would be wonderful. except now, i know it will be difficult for me to trust anyone again. i will have no more best friends.
it almost feels like my life is over, even though i know it will continue to go on and on and on. and this roller coaster of emotions that i can't handle will keep tossing me around and turning my life upside down.
i feel like everything i thought was real, has now been thrashed. maybe it's just a good time to end everything. maybe it's my time to go.
*sigh*
i feel... wronged.
i feel... lied to.
i feel... unloved.
i feel... shaken
like there's something missing. like something has been killed.
i thought that everything would be wonderful. except now, i know it will be difficult for me to trust anyone again. i will have no more best friends.
it almost feels like my life is over, even though i know it will continue to go on and on and on. and this roller coaster of emotions that i can't handle will keep tossing me around and turning my life upside down.
i feel like everything i thought was real, has now been thrashed. maybe it's just a good time to end everything. maybe it's my time to go.
*sigh*