god damnit

Mar 31, 2004 22:32

This is my third post today, it would be angsty but sometimes i dont think that anybody (with the exception of a few people) would ACTUALLY care...by care i mean say something i dont know nevermind. I dont mean angsty in the usual "i want taylor" way in other ways. whatever. Today we watched something about the Nuremberg Trials. It was sad..they showed footage of the people at the liberation of the different camps. It made me want to die I was so sad. There were people who were skinnier then my cat, and thats not an exaggeration. We read something about human aggression in English later and it said that all people were in some way agressive, this pissed off like..half my class because they didnt seem to realize that it was saying that we are all agressive in different ways, from something tiny that wouldnt be considered very agressive to something like the Holocaust. This unit has made me really depressed, which is understandable, but it made me more sad than I had expected. The rest of that article was dumb though, it said things like how we are agressive because we say things like "dissect the question." It actually used that as an example, it was stupid, that has nothing to do with aggression. I dont know how to spell aggression but i dont really care. At the GSA meeting today there was a whopping 5 people, myself included. There were a lot of field trips today so thats why so few people came but still. There was....Alex, Amy, Gillian, Taylor and I...it was sorta...yah. We didn't really do anything, except talked, not about the GSA just talked, nothing serious but fun. Blythe and I drove Amy home after because apparently she exploded her car yesterday or something. I'm torn between hanging out with Evelyn on easter or going down to Elmira to see my relatives. That sounds really mean because i never see my relatives and i should WANT to see them but for some reason theres nothing that makes me truly truly desperate to see them.... I love them dont get me wrong i just dont want to see them. I wonder if anyone will actually read this whole thing cuz it doesnt make sense cuz i dont write pretty...I really like the song "How Soon Is Now" despite who its by. No im not going to learn about paragraphs i dont like them they suck big sweaty gross bowling ball sized man balls. People in my school are stupid, i hate them all. In health class some kids did a project on Giantism and Dwarfism, it was so stupid. They did it as a joke and not actually because they cared, not that i care about sleeping disorders. Wow half the time I capitolize "I" and half the time I dont. i dont really care. I'm excited for charlie's this weekend, it should be fun. I get to meet Bobby and sex him.

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