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[girlsavesboy]

i wish i could write like i used to
i wish id gone to lane
i wish this summer had never happened
i wish i was still a virgin
i wish i still believed in people
i wish i was still amazed at the beauty of things
i wish i remembered how to trust
i wish id nevermet the ones who made me forget
i wish i could describe myself as an idealist
i wish i didnt have so many scars
i really really wish this summer had never happened
i wish i still believed in something
i wish i could eat normaly
i wish i could still feel
i wish i didnt smoke so much
i wish i had my door back
i wish i wasnt stuck
i wish i still talked to old friends
i wish i didnt despise everything about where i am, who i am
i wish i still had enthusiasm for anything
i wish i was high less
i wish i could go back in time
i wish i could fix this