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i need to udnerstand that people are going to come and go. this is the time in my life where things like that are going to happen, if i move or not.i can only depend on myself and i can only make what i want to happen happen. these are the years that matter the most because i need to do what i want to do and concentrate because its what will affect my future the most. i need to be sewing every night. not hanging out with my friends. i need to be drawing sketches and not out partying every night. and its omsehting that im going to have to accept.i can meet new people who ahve the same interests as me and that would be wonderful.i need to do stuff for myself and not for other people. my sadness will lead to happiness<33