i shouldn't count this as 178 b/c i SUCK... but bah.
JESUS H. CHRIST I'M HOPELESS.
>.<
i've been having all these good ideas for some scenes i still had pending in steven (lol, that's my nickname for my untitled original). i just start getting all these flashes sometimes, like when i'm about to fall asleep, or when i'm reading fanfiction... and i quite liked them, you know? three scenes-- one where alex is helping debra pack the stuff from her office (which is good, because it's a "future" scene and i'm sadly lacking a lot of those), the one where marco finally confesses to renée and the one where renée finally leaves for france. i could see them all so clearly in my head, you know? they just had to be written.
i put it off for about two days. i had my word file open but i got distracted with fanfiction, and then my mom asked for my help with some decorations for my brother's party (his confirmation is tomorrow-- not that i care that much about-- i don't think he cares much either-- it but hey, i won't say no to good food ;D) so the page just sat there crying everytime i ignored it to go do something else. looking back, i SHOULD'VE at least written some sort of schematic of the scenes so i didn't forget. i really need to get myself a recorder, or at least a recording add-on for my ipod (hmmm, they're only about 20 bucks, not bad... *adds to christmas list*). anyway, i don't have all that much to do today so i told myself i'd finally write them.
long story short, i sat down, wrote two of the SUCKIEST paragraphs ever written by a human, then slammed my laptop shut and went to brood in a corner. as of now, the laptop's back on (well, duh, i'm posting this) but i'm barely keeping myself from throwing the thing out the window. seriously, if i see that file again, i might just cry. or scrap it completely. and i don't want to do either, so i better find something productive to do. maybe i can go downstairs and drown my woes in coke and cookies... *sigh*
it's not PMS, i swear. no need to point me to the nearest anger management class. i just get SO FRUSTRATED with steven... *pulls on hair* this novel is going to be the death of me. and let's not even MENTION the other two that i'm completely stuck with... *sigh again* =/
anyway... to lighten up the mood... mildani tagged me for this...
List 7 songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words or even if they're not any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to in absolute random order.
kyo, "l'enfer"
amy winehouse, "you know i'm no good"
breaking point, "goodbye to you"
sean kingston, "beautiful girls"
grègory lemarchal & lucie silvas, "même si"
chevelle, "the clincher"
vienna teng, "gravity"
you know by now that i don't usually tag people, so feel free to grab the meme if you'd like.
fellow h/hr shippers, if you haven't yet seen all of diandra's videos, please do so now. i would be remiss to not tell you how incredible they are. and i'm not even much of a dan/emma shipper, but i swear these videos just make me giggly about them and i can't help it xD even if most of the time i find myself going: "wow, it's like ron wasn't there at all!" and it makes me a bit sad, they are just awesome. my personal favorites are best days and save me from myself, but they're all amazing, honest.
now, somebody explain why i'm suddenly reading goten/bra & goku/chichi fics after 3840794038302048 years of not even THINKING about dragon ball? it's all my brother's fault somehow, i know it ¬_¬
besides that, he finished playing dirge of cerberus, and i finished watching him play it xD he has a very unhealthy crush on vincent valentine. can't say i blame him, though-- vincent's cool, even though he's like... some sort of monster O_o (is it obvious yet that i STILL don't get the plot of that game?). i might've gained a new OTP, though. i think i've started shipping vincent/yuffie from the, like, half a second i saw them together on screen. i haven't started reading fanfiction, though, so maybe i won't become all obsessed about the couple. but it's nagging at me, i gotta admit...
AAAAHHHHH SODA STEREO VIENE EN CONCIERTO A FINALES DE NOVIEMBRE Y NO TENGO A NADIE CON QUIEN IR ;_;