May 15, 2008 20:56
Everyone's been giving me shit lately. Maybe I deserve it.
I'm not thinking straight, and been half-assing everything. Not to mention my current shift of emotions lately. It's making me feel like a total d-bag.
I can't grasp anything anymore. I'm not trying to babble on the bad, but man... Shit, too much is going on.
Riley might get taken away from CPS, and it's a very fucking scary thought.
I don't want to live through that again, especially since she's my baby sister.
This fucking sucks.
But, in a positive outlook... Uh, I'm not ugly. I mean, I'm huge, but I'm still attractive right? There's still hope.
HAHAHAHHA. I'm not that shallow.
rambling,
thoughts