Ugh
Christmas Eve and Christmas day are just not good days for being unkind to people.
I've been berated a time or three via e-mail (someone actually called me a dung, WTF) and endlessly at work by irritable customers and a certain couple of co-workers. I watched Tamela hand out gifts to everyone - even the new girl - and exclude me. (I really don't care if she gives me anything. I just found the whole display with intentions to make me feel badly and excluded Everyone asked if I was going to another woman's Christmas Eve party, which I wasn't invited to. I've had a wonderful, fun, exhausting and gloriously special day aside from the negativity. I hate that I have to struggle with all this negativity. Today had so many good points and I am going into Christmas Eve feeling completely beaten down.
Life has been hell lately. You guys really have no idea - I stopped plastering it here for the world to see in the Summer when some friends turned on me and decided to mock me for it. I know I'm a failure at some things (I also know I am awesome at others!). I know I suck. I don't need reminders on Christmas. I just wish people would let me have Christmas
I'm going to be alone tomorrow morning, as Matt has to work. I am nervous his parents may try making trouble. I wish I had something to make breakfast with, so I could invite Glenn over - he is also alone for the morning. I will ask him over anyway and we will chill.
Anyone want to fill my inbox with warm, wonderful holiday wishes?
I am not accepting negativity for the next 48 hours.
Good e-mails only.
girlpirate@gmail.com
Thank you everyone for being supportive of me, listening to me vents and holding my hand through what has been the worst year of my entire life. My childhood was easy compared to 2010. People keep placing sympathetic hands on my shoulder and reminding me "it's nearly over..."
2010, you can suck it!
And for the next 48 hours, let's all just be nice to one and other. Friends, fmaily, strangers, everyone - let's simply be nice to each other.
I've been berated a time or three via e-mail (someone actually called me a dung, WTF) and endlessly at work by irritable customers and a certain couple of co-workers. I watched Tamela hand out gifts to everyone - even the new girl - and exclude me. (I really don't care if she gives me anything. I just found the whole display with intentions to make me feel badly and excluded Everyone asked if I was going to another woman's Christmas Eve party, which I wasn't invited to. I've had a wonderful, fun, exhausting and gloriously special day aside from the negativity. I hate that I have to struggle with all this negativity. Today had so many good points and I am going into Christmas Eve feeling completely beaten down.
Life has been hell lately. You guys really have no idea - I stopped plastering it here for the world to see in the Summer when some friends turned on me and decided to mock me for it. I know I'm a failure at some things (I also know I am awesome at others!). I know I suck. I don't need reminders on Christmas. I just wish people would let me have Christmas
I'm going to be alone tomorrow morning, as Matt has to work. I am nervous his parents may try making trouble. I wish I had something to make breakfast with, so I could invite Glenn over - he is also alone for the morning. I will ask him over anyway and we will chill.
Anyone want to fill my inbox with warm, wonderful holiday wishes?
I am not accepting negativity for the next 48 hours.
Good e-mails only.
girlpirate@gmail.com
Thank you everyone for being supportive of me, listening to me vents and holding my hand through what has been the worst year of my entire life. My childhood was easy compared to 2010. People keep placing sympathetic hands on my shoulder and reminding me "it's nearly over..."
2010, you can suck it!
And for the next 48 hours, let's all just be nice to one and other. Friends, fmaily, strangers, everyone - let's simply be nice to each other.