Sep 18, 2005 19:23
A couple times here, recently, I've found myself asking, "what the hell am I doing here???"
ME, sister of Joel, daughter of Gail and Phil....
the answer is not simple- but fairly easy, and each time I am able to answer it after a moment of contemplating. Life. Love. Family.
Since I've been here, I have gotten into a couple things that I have always wanted to do/try and never would have had I stayed in Austin: I enrolled in Beauty School, I've become part of/closer to a family who knows how to show and express love for each other, where the word "Family" actually means something. Another thing I think is about to happen is a job (at basically the only good restaraunt in town) as a waitress. So many people I know have told me that I would be a kickass waitress or that I could definately be one to make killer tips... so naturally I have always been curious.
I feel as though I'm at a place in my life where things are finally on the right track. Not that they've been wrong before, I've always just been unsure. Now, I know I'm sure.
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