WOO! NEW JOURNAL!
So I decided that the old journal had too many bad memories that I didn't want to carry around. Who wants to re-read about their failed marriage? PFFT! NOT ME!
Imma leave this public for a while in case people have trouble finding me from my old journal. After a week, it goes completely Friends Only. With an exception for the people from my old journal, if I don't know you personally, I won't accept any friend requests from you. I MIGHT friend you if I think you're pretty cool and have seen you in some of the communities I frequent, but otherwise, no.
And so this isn't just "Blah blah blah, lookit mah new shit!":
I have to give Claire over to Mom. I've bonded way too hard with her and even the thought of giving her up right now makes me want to cry. This is why I refuse to foster cats. I'll get too attached to them and end up crying when I have to give them away. I shouldn't have kept her this long, I should have turned her over to Mom a long time ago and told her to deal with it and spared myself the emotional turmoil.
Why does this make me feel so bad?
Imma leave this public for a while in case people have trouble finding me from my old journal. After a week, it goes completely Friends Only. With an exception for the people from my old journal, if I don't know you personally, I won't accept any friend requests from you. I MIGHT friend you if I think you're pretty cool and have seen you in some of the communities I frequent, but otherwise, no.
And so this isn't just "Blah blah blah, lookit mah new shit!":
I have to give Claire over to Mom. I've bonded way too hard with her and even the thought of giving her up right now makes me want to cry. This is why I refuse to foster cats. I'll get too attached to them and end up crying when I have to give them away. I shouldn't have kept her this long, I should have turned her over to Mom a long time ago and told her to deal with it and spared myself the emotional turmoil.
Why does this make me feel so bad?