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Monster was a good movie, had a really good time chillin w George, now I know why I missed him so much when he was in Australia and i really didnt know him all that well when he left, well i still dont really know him but I want to get to, I mean he is my Brother and all I want to get to know all of them better,
I dont understand what is going through my mind and what i am feeling in my heart, I dont understand why I just cant forget you, maybe it is bc i dont want to forget you or anything about you, I blame myself for this
If i have learned anything it is not to "hoook-up" with a guy I like bc it makes me fall more, but once it has happend why stop it?? who knows, I am working on my feelings and i have a certain goal by a certain date... hell if anything i really want him as a friend he is definately worth it he is unlike any guy i have ever met. I really hope him and i can be friends then who knows something may come from it, I am not holding my breath though
According to Amanda.. her, me, meg and sam are all the marrying material but not the dating material, not this may be true but illogical, you need to date before marriage, she says that we will have guys all over in about 2 years... well hell I am not that patient, when i know what i want i now try and go after it, i guess in that way i have definatly changed even from 1 year ago, apparently that doesnt really matter though.. oh well bed for me and i am abandoning all my errands til friday, they haev waited this long they can wait 1 more day, work at 4 at NY&CO... please please stop and visit me :)
I dont understand what is going through my mind and what i am feeling in my heart, I dont understand why I just cant forget you, maybe it is bc i dont want to forget you or anything about you, I blame myself for this
If i have learned anything it is not to "hoook-up" with a guy I like bc it makes me fall more, but once it has happend why stop it?? who knows, I am working on my feelings and i have a certain goal by a certain date... hell if anything i really want him as a friend he is definately worth it he is unlike any guy i have ever met. I really hope him and i can be friends then who knows something may come from it, I am not holding my breath though
According to Amanda.. her, me, meg and sam are all the marrying material but not the dating material, not this may be true but illogical, you need to date before marriage, she says that we will have guys all over in about 2 years... well hell I am not that patient, when i know what i want i now try and go after it, i guess in that way i have definatly changed even from 1 year ago, apparently that doesnt really matter though.. oh well bed for me and i am abandoning all my errands til friday, they haev waited this long they can wait 1 more day, work at 4 at NY&CO... please please stop and visit me :)