day after Thanksgiving...
I feel like everyone is tearing me in every direction possible......If i can't hang out with one friend one night they get all pissed off....honestly guys I am trying to give you all some time, quit being pissed off....especially since you all know that I LIVE IN A DIFF. STATE NOW , and its real TUFF....I mean i have work and school too and that is my main priorities right now....
My mom is being such a huge bitch today...shes the main one demanding my time, but the time i am with her all she can do is bitch about how im not here and i need to be better at this, that, whatever she can come up with.
I am cutting down on the time I spend with someone special right now. I just think that it's rude that he's not even thinking about the fact that my car could break down on me on the interstate.....wouldnt that be great!
Queen of the Dance of Appeasement
-Now you've made it impossible to better yourself. You sit in piles of maybe's or could-have-beens, and to this day I can't understand who I am, but I do know who I was, what I could still be now or there's that changing possiblity. All i want is to prosue the day with a fairness, and to be reached out for in the same way that I reach out for others. My time is tangled in the webs of everyone else's dream, and seems to be "me" is caught in all this trouble. Would I make u satisfied with my "Dance of complete and total Appeasement!"so here it comes pardon my too left feet---- Confusing bodys' tremble in the wind, Jaws are snapping at me and my mind cannot hold this maddness.